missed me!? dun worry. soon. u wun have to miss me anymore....
haha. i jus had to blog. i cant seem to focus on deviance. coz i've been reading it for the past few daes. bits n pieces here n there. BUT when its time to consolidate everything i jus cant do it! dammmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
wah. jus finished yummy mushroom potage soup with bread. haha wat to do. have to make deal with wat i have. keke. diet plan diet plan approaching.
to work early or rest first. rest sounds tempting. but if i wanna rest, i need money to rest. and the rate that i spend. not possible. maybe should wait until after the Za facial. then start work around the same as val. not bad rite. 10 days to meet frens. i should have enough frens to last me that 10 days. haha. not to mention theres tuition...
how ar. taiwan. excluding expenses. 500 bucks. haha. i think i'll need another 300 like tt. but i feel like getting out. maybe genting. i saw something interesting in the newspaper. dun envy me or wat for finishing earlier. i've been going thru hell. i cant seem to focus n rest well. my eye bags are *toot*-ing big.
worried bout exams. worried about whats gonna happen after it. worried about my birthday. worried about pple around me. worried about how i am going to balance my expenditure and my income. worried and worried till i slept at 3am. woke up at 6. and started panicking. i really wonder. when i can i ever stop worrying about money. its a big issue in my life. i admire pple who seem to couldn care-less about how much they spent. they seem to have a bottomless pit amount of money to spend. and my pit is like so bottom-full. been
will think about what i wanan do this holidae during the weekend.
changing today, the questions seemed easy. but guess wat. not enuff time to finish 20 marks question. grrrrrrrrr. hopefully i get some marks. i could feel the whole table like shaking. hahaha. thats becoz the legs of the table suxed. but i was writing damn hard as doom time approached.
yeah! world cup. subscribed le. i hope it goes thru. mus change the setup box on 30th.
american idol is good man! i am totally at a loss on who i wan to go out. my guess is that. the young one will be out soon. i like katharine, taylor, chris. haha. i think next weeek i will be able to choose who i wanan win. or at least my fav 2.
yeash. tml hair cut! hopefully the treatment wont cost much. ive decided. shunji in july.. i cant wait to start indulging myself with andy matches, with world cup, with formula 1s... and all my drama series on axn. wah. numbers is coming back! haha. its a cool show. how they solve crime mathematically. CSI is goooooodd.. i hope they never stop showing.
oh. some decisions i have to make. more things to worry. but i guess thats for later. now. deviance. GREAT. i love deviance. i love exams. kill me.
damn. i realise i miss ktving. i miss doing stuff. i even miss bowling. i miss pool. i miss everyone. i miss having a damn life!
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Friday, April 28, 2006
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
hi everyone, its time for another sports update.
schumi won!!!! at san marino. hopefully this means he's back? haha i cant stand it. everytime alonso. getting sick of him waving the trophies about. hahaa. next is german le. i was so damn gan chiong, i bit my thumbnail to almost nothing. hahaa. the speed. the overtaking. the blocking. hes damn smart with his 200+ grandprix starts and his 85th win! hehehe. i cant believe it. 62 bloody laps n i was there all the way. how can the commendators make it sound so exciting. hahaa. I WANNA WATCH!
formula one might come to SINGAPORE!!! as in. there willl be a race track! now they deciding to build stadium circuit or street circuit. wah seh. i cant believe if they really come. wonder how exp the tix will be. duno if the singapore govt willing anot. but its good revenue. and its a sort of NEW THING. in asia. i think theres only 3 countries, includ m'sia. hmmm not like an integrated resort. old concept. but realy damn limited landspace. i saw the 2 suggested circuits. one look bloody hard. both at marina there. but there will be alot of disruption to traffic and stuff. hmm. wel, think in the long run. races to watch. revenue to earn. its a good thing. not to mention we snubbed them once before.
ok! hmm 2 papers down. 3 more to go. 4 days. i might seem like i dun care. but i do. really. jus becuz i am blogging and watching formula one. american idol doesn mean i am not worried. but the more worried i am. the more easily i forget things. so i cant stress. hair dropping like siao everyday. haha. hmm shunji or mine's salon. i'll jus change shampoo. go to the mine and see how lah. i need to earn money. start looking for job. wanaa slack away my weekend first. before meeting pple.
thanks pat. =) for coming over and listen to more nonsense. haha complicated lives we have. god haven play enuff yet.. hopefully we'll grad around the same time. i count le. 15 mths u. i 24 mths. haha u faster than me by one sem. BLEAHS. i dun wanna retain!
i hope to do something in these 3 mths. slim down is definitely one thing. but jus somethings. will think about it. hahaa. everyone seems to have SOMETHING already. i am still, huh?
well. i miss everyone. take care.
oh g.pals. meet on the 6th ya? hopefully we can errrr do something. hahaa. but lets jus conc on exams first. = )
gawp! before that damn saf confine willie. we hafta meet!
schumi won!!!! at san marino. hopefully this means he's back? haha i cant stand it. everytime alonso. getting sick of him waving the trophies about. hahaa. next is german le. i was so damn gan chiong, i bit my thumbnail to almost nothing. hahaa. the speed. the overtaking. the blocking. hes damn smart with his 200+ grandprix starts and his 85th win! hehehe. i cant believe it. 62 bloody laps n i was there all the way. how can the commendators make it sound so exciting. hahaa. I WANNA WATCH!
formula one might come to SINGAPORE!!! as in. there willl be a race track! now they deciding to build stadium circuit or street circuit. wah seh. i cant believe if they really come. wonder how exp the tix will be. duno if the singapore govt willing anot. but its good revenue. and its a sort of NEW THING. in asia. i think theres only 3 countries, includ m'sia. hmmm not like an integrated resort. old concept. but realy damn limited landspace. i saw the 2 suggested circuits. one look bloody hard. both at marina there. but there will be alot of disruption to traffic and stuff. hmm. wel, think in the long run. races to watch. revenue to earn. its a good thing. not to mention we snubbed them once before.
ok! hmm 2 papers down. 3 more to go. 4 days. i might seem like i dun care. but i do. really. jus becuz i am blogging and watching formula one. american idol doesn mean i am not worried. but the more worried i am. the more easily i forget things. so i cant stress. hair dropping like siao everyday. haha. hmm shunji or mine's salon. i'll jus change shampoo. go to the mine and see how lah. i need to earn money. start looking for job. wanaa slack away my weekend first. before meeting pple.
thanks pat. =) for coming over and listen to more nonsense. haha complicated lives we have. god haven play enuff yet.. hopefully we'll grad around the same time. i count le. 15 mths u. i 24 mths. haha u faster than me by one sem. BLEAHS. i dun wanna retain!
i hope to do something in these 3 mths. slim down is definitely one thing. but jus somethings. will think about it. hahaa. everyone seems to have SOMETHING already. i am still, huh?
well. i miss everyone. take care.
oh g.pals. meet on the 6th ya? hopefully we can errrr do something. hahaa. but lets jus conc on exams first. = )
gawp! before that damn saf confine willie. we hafta meet!
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
"I've dropped the F bomb on a couple of guys, too," he said cheerfully. "But I've never gone too far over the line. There's a way to go about it. Like, if you're on a center-court TV match and you go up and say point-blank, 'F you,' that probably wouldn't fly too well. You're probably going to get fined. So you'd say it more like under your breath and hope that they hear it but don't really quite hear it, if you know what I'm saying. I've said, 'You guys are the only guys who on a daily basis can screw up and still have a job,' which is not true, but sometimes I just have to vent. Actually, I've had some umpires come up to me and be like, 'Man, on the court, you're the biggest asshole to us, but off the court you always say hello. You're a totally different person. You're just weird, man.'
haha once upon a time. i used to provide some andy quotes. i felt were dammnnnnnn funnie. now i read again. they are still damn funie. ahhaa hes really the love of my life man. hmmm he actually has a PERSONAL fav.
His own personal favorite umpire-directed witticism, however, is the one he muttered for the benefit of those sitting in his box: "This guy's issues have issues."
and the clown said this.
You know how in tennis you call a ball out by raising your index finger in the air? He does it with his middle finger, so I jump the net with my racket and try to go after him. After that, my mom says, 'Get off the court,' and I forfeit the match. You don't get many cool points for that at the age of twelve, your mom pulling you off the court. Yup, it's not easy to recover from that.'
although i am not proud of this but we have something in common!
He's got only one vice that he can think of. "My fingernails don't exist. I chew them something fierce. They're disgusting, gross. I've been doing it since I was nine. I've tried to stop, but I've given up on it. When you're twelve and your mom offers you fifty dollars per nail that you grow out, and you still can't stop, then you know you have issues with it"
awww sensitive ass.
"Breaking up with girls makes me feel the worst," he said, twisting the cap off a bottle of water. "Oh, my God, there's nothing worse than that. I'm terrible at it. I'm the guy who sits there and reviews his story a million times and tries to think of some way that'll let her off easy.
another thing in common!
That was a little more than a year ago and, Roddick reported, all is well with the relationship, though Moore wouldn't mind it if her boyfriend's body contained at least one jealous bone. "She gets mad at me sometimes. She's like, 'Nothing affects you!' I'm like, 'I trust you. I have faith in you.' I mean, if something happens, it happens. I try not to stress about things I have no control over."
so sorry to put u all thru this. haha its actually more like for my reference. ok! south asian time! gonna change my blogskin soon. i cant stand the PINkiNIshsie anymore. grrrrr
haha once upon a time. i used to provide some andy quotes. i felt were dammnnnnnn funnie. now i read again. they are still damn funie. ahhaa hes really the love of my life man. hmmm he actually has a PERSONAL fav.
His own personal favorite umpire-directed witticism, however, is the one he muttered for the benefit of those sitting in his box: "This guy's issues have issues."
and the clown said this.
You know how in tennis you call a ball out by raising your index finger in the air? He does it with his middle finger, so I jump the net with my racket and try to go after him. After that, my mom says, 'Get off the court,' and I forfeit the match. You don't get many cool points for that at the age of twelve, your mom pulling you off the court. Yup, it's not easy to recover from that.'
although i am not proud of this but we have something in common!
He's got only one vice that he can think of. "My fingernails don't exist. I chew them something fierce. They're disgusting, gross. I've been doing it since I was nine. I've tried to stop, but I've given up on it. When you're twelve and your mom offers you fifty dollars per nail that you grow out, and you still can't stop, then you know you have issues with it"
awww sensitive ass.
"Breaking up with girls makes me feel the worst," he said, twisting the cap off a bottle of water. "Oh, my God, there's nothing worse than that. I'm terrible at it. I'm the guy who sits there and reviews his story a million times and tries to think of some way that'll let her off easy.
another thing in common!
That was a little more than a year ago and, Roddick reported, all is well with the relationship, though Moore wouldn't mind it if her boyfriend's body contained at least one jealous bone. "She gets mad at me sometimes. She's like, 'Nothing affects you!' I'm like, 'I trust you. I have faith in you.' I mean, if something happens, it happens. I try not to stress about things I have no control over."
so sorry to put u all thru this. haha its actually more like for my reference. ok! south asian time! gonna change my blogskin soon. i cant stand the PINkiNIshsie anymore. grrrrr
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Monday, April 17, 2006
haha planned to dun blog till after the exams. to show that i am studying. but. what the heck. hahaha
today everyone will learn about jonny wilkinson. a rugby player who i admire.
he's the one who everyone thought will go far in rugby. afterall, it was his famous drop kick that gave england the world cup trophy. yesh. it was that close. a mere 3 pts. however, who would have thought that he would suffer a groin injury.
in the beginning the fans were amazing. when i watched england played friendly matches, whenever they showed jonny on the screen, everyone would cheer. though i felt a twinge of pain for Charlie Hodgson, his subsititute. yet, Charlie didn give up and so did jonny. Sooon, people came to accept Charlie because he started playing really well and Jonny jus kept sustaining more injuries.
After 2 1/2 years, my passion for rugby died. He brought me to the game. actually it was at XueQi house that i watched england play. In rugby, i saw team spirit. Of course there will always be people who want to be hero and score tries but its really rare. There will also be instances of violence, aggression. but if i can take wrestling, i think rugby is fine. anyway, back to jonny. i read an article about him. he played in the recent newcastle match. they were down 13-21 before he came on. after substituition, they won 32-21. i really feel for him.
ok. back to psych. take care everyone. 4 more bloody days. i am freaking scared.
i don't know how to be strong,
when my love has to move on,
i am a song without a soul,
now that she's gone.
What's left of us,
is this song.
today everyone will learn about jonny wilkinson. a rugby player who i admire.
he's the one who everyone thought will go far in rugby. afterall, it was his famous drop kick that gave england the world cup trophy. yesh. it was that close. a mere 3 pts. however, who would have thought that he would suffer a groin injury.
in the beginning the fans were amazing. when i watched england played friendly matches, whenever they showed jonny on the screen, everyone would cheer. though i felt a twinge of pain for Charlie Hodgson, his subsititute. yet, Charlie didn give up and so did jonny. Sooon, people came to accept Charlie because he started playing really well and Jonny jus kept sustaining more injuries.
After 2 1/2 years, my passion for rugby died. He brought me to the game. actually it was at XueQi house that i watched england play. In rugby, i saw team spirit. Of course there will always be people who want to be hero and score tries but its really rare. There will also be instances of violence, aggression. but if i can take wrestling, i think rugby is fine. anyway, back to jonny. i read an article about him. he played in the recent newcastle match. they were down 13-21 before he came on. after substituition, they won 32-21. i really feel for him.
"I went from a neck injury to an arm injury to a knee injury to another knee, then neck, appendix then groin.
There's got to be an end point somewhere; I genuinely believe there will be.
But it's coming up to the end of this season and I just want to have something to remember it by rather than spending most of it in the gym again.
I could never play and not go into tackles and not fly around and do what I want to do. That is rugby to me; in my eyes there is no other way. You give everything you've got or you don't give anything at all."
ok. back to psych. take care everyone. 4 more bloody days. i am freaking scared.
i don't know how to be strong,
when my love has to move on,
i am a song without a soul,
now that she's gone.
What's left of us,
is this song.
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
hohoho. jus finished "live-scoring" andy vs haas. guess wat? he lost. quarterfinals. hai. why why why! he seems to be in good form. i guess its jus luck lah. alot of things has to do with luck and fate. hmmm. man u drew with sunderland. haha not like i ever tot the title would be man u this season. NOTE: this season. haha theres always the next one. but thats after the world cup. ;)
well. yest tok to pat. fone suddenly went dead. hope nothing serious happened ya? need me jus give me a call. i dun wanan intrude or something cuz u are busy. dun wanan be like fan-ning u. but mus remember i here k. i can "watch" andy play for like close to 3 hours. i am sure u noe that i can and rather spare that amount of time for u too... shit. we are getting mushier as years go by. what is happenning!?
anywae. for the record, i think my blog is more like for pple that i care about to read. so it doesn matter to me how many pple read it. i'm not going for the best blogger award. but there are things that i wanna say to pple, before i regret later for not saying it, there are things i wanan let pple noe. i wanna let u all noe wats going on in my life so that we can update each other even if we are too "busy". thats what blog is for to me. of coz to advertise my andy and whatever also lah. but thats all extra. even when i bitch about someone, if the person sees my blog one dae. thats too bad for me lor. or good for me. depends lah. yeah. i just felt i need to clarify all this. maybe i have in the past. but ive forgotten. ahah. yeah. short term memory nowadaes.
ohhhh got back projects. A B C u name it. i've got it. hahaha how ar. to work hard. been sort of chiong-ing like siao. not enuff time lor. Ahhhhhh. damn.
YEAH! i've won a bet ie a treat. keke. hoping that i will "forget" to eat so i can slim down. *stomach grumbles* tsk tsk. damn. exercise? hahahahaaa. lazzzzzzzyyyyyyyy.
election fever is on. 1st 2 weeks of may says Goh Chok Tong. hmm. its time to get political everyone.
well. yest tok to pat. fone suddenly went dead. hope nothing serious happened ya? need me jus give me a call. i dun wanan intrude or something cuz u are busy. dun wanan be like fan-ning u. but mus remember i here k. i can "watch" andy play for like close to 3 hours. i am sure u noe that i can and rather spare that amount of time for u too... shit. we are getting mushier as years go by. what is happenning!?
anywae. for the record, i think my blog is more like for pple that i care about to read. so it doesn matter to me how many pple read it. i'm not going for the best blogger award. but there are things that i wanna say to pple, before i regret later for not saying it, there are things i wanan let pple noe. i wanna let u all noe wats going on in my life so that we can update each other even if we are too "busy". thats what blog is for to me. of coz to advertise my andy and whatever also lah. but thats all extra. even when i bitch about someone, if the person sees my blog one dae. thats too bad for me lor. or good for me. depends lah. yeah. i just felt i need to clarify all this. maybe i have in the past. but ive forgotten. ahah. yeah. short term memory nowadaes.
ohhhh got back projects. A B C u name it. i've got it. hahaha how ar. to work hard. been sort of chiong-ing like siao. not enuff time lor. Ahhhhhh. damn.
YEAH! i've won a bet ie a treat. keke. hoping that i will "forget" to eat so i can slim down. *stomach grumbles* tsk tsk. damn. exercise? hahahahaaa. lazzzzzzzyyyyyyyy.
election fever is on. 1st 2 weeks of may says Goh Chok Tong. hmm. its time to get political everyone.
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
i LOVE him! *drools* 
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feels like a damn long time since i last blog. but actually jus 2 daes ago. hahaa. todae has been weird. went to ZA. spent money again. all i wanted is a concealor ( cos i lost mine, again) then... i ended up with 4 more prodt. i cant stand myself. i need to stop being so ai mei.
reach sch. to realised that they have enuff pple to help with the exam tea. dots. and had to go back. very fun. travel 1.5 hr. wanna slp wanna slp. then travel back again. went back to the beautician to ask her about my face. she put some vitamin c thing and another mask. coOLing mask. fell alsp for a while i think. haha. its so comfortable there. i feel very bad though. she do this.. all foc wan lor. and i keep disturbing her rest time. hai. so lousy sia my skin.
well. hopefully everything turns out for the better and the za products work. hmm miss my frens. haha. hope everyone is doing well. esp pat = )
so i am back to broke. i always over budget de. haha. ALWAYS. sometimes duno set budget for wat. if only i didn had the flu and this skin thingy. i think the airport trip would have been more fruitful. i cant help it. everyone is staring at me. coz my face is half red and so many scars. hate my face now.
things are improving. seems like i've found a direction and i jus wanna head there. i've done my part. i'm addicted to the sean paul's temperature and PCD feat will.i.am beep. whahaa. both very perky songs. to me lah. well.. ANDY WON again. first round only. keke. wun be able to see. but i hope he continues to win. he needs to win a tournament badly. for his sake.
phil mickelson won the masters. but tigers was not bad. daddy told me he was third. when he was -1 at the 13th hole in the final round. so. i guess he birdied abit. hai. i so want to sit down n watch tv WHOLE DAE.
wah. to watch fifa world cup. need to pay money. 10.50 for subscription. its pay-per-view. but i am hoping it wun cost me much. if not i think i wun watch. mybe working somemore. :)
i teared watching csi last week. its so sad. when u are a cop. in a chaotic situation and u shoot one of ur own men. the guilt is so immense. hai. i think singapore cops should be quite happie. other countries look scary. haha. the power of tv. to influence me.
hmm psych results are out! in case anyone is as blur as me. both times is errrr.. haikal remind me wan. haa. he seems to be interested in my results. hmmmmmmmm......
i like the jia gei wo by du de wei!!! cute. ok. go study le. later still must watch csi. keke. take care everyone. =) cant wait to see u all soon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-k6S8TW5slU
vince young passing ball to andy. its for my reference but u all can watch it too!
reach sch. to realised that they have enuff pple to help with the exam tea. dots. and had to go back. very fun. travel 1.5 hr. wanna slp wanna slp. then travel back again. went back to the beautician to ask her about my face. she put some vitamin c thing and another mask. coOLing mask. fell alsp for a while i think. haha. its so comfortable there. i feel very bad though. she do this.. all foc wan lor. and i keep disturbing her rest time. hai. so lousy sia my skin.
well. hopefully everything turns out for the better and the za products work. hmm miss my frens. haha. hope everyone is doing well. esp pat = )
so i am back to broke. i always over budget de. haha. ALWAYS. sometimes duno set budget for wat. if only i didn had the flu and this skin thingy. i think the airport trip would have been more fruitful. i cant help it. everyone is staring at me. coz my face is half red and so many scars. hate my face now.
things are improving. seems like i've found a direction and i jus wanna head there. i've done my part. i'm addicted to the sean paul's temperature and PCD feat will.i.am beep. whahaa. both very perky songs. to me lah. well.. ANDY WON again. first round only. keke. wun be able to see. but i hope he continues to win. he needs to win a tournament badly. for his sake.
phil mickelson won the masters. but tigers was not bad. daddy told me he was third. when he was -1 at the 13th hole in the final round. so. i guess he birdied abit. hai. i so want to sit down n watch tv WHOLE DAE.
wah. to watch fifa world cup. need to pay money. 10.50 for subscription. its pay-per-view. but i am hoping it wun cost me much. if not i think i wun watch. mybe working somemore. :)
i teared watching csi last week. its so sad. when u are a cop. in a chaotic situation and u shoot one of ur own men. the guilt is so immense. hai. i think singapore cops should be quite happie. other countries look scary. haha. the power of tv. to influence me.
hmm psych results are out! in case anyone is as blur as me. both times is errrr.. haikal remind me wan. haa. he seems to be interested in my results. hmmmmmmmm......
i like the jia gei wo by du de wei!!! cute. ok. go study le. later still must watch csi. keke. take care everyone. =) cant wait to see u all soon.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-k6S8TW5slU
vince young passing ball to andy. its for my reference but u all can watch it too!
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Monday, April 10, 2006
duno how many pple read my blog yest. but ive decided to delete most of the blog. haha.
i promised myself i wun be irritated by that fella. yet it happens. its not that i am still whatever over him. but he keeps popping in and out of my life for no rhyme or reason. its like. he testing testing. c wat damage he has done to me.
maybe i'll jus keep up the act and msn him next time? hahaha. i duno whether to scold him and slap him or jus luff right at his face. my mum wants to see his face. too small lah display pic. haha. i think she wun like him. wats the pt anyway. haha.
one whole round of toking to myself and self-therapy. ok. i am calm and balanced.
but something funie is happening now. and i am feeling weird and confused. hai. no energy to think of such thing. EXAMS!
oh some cool websites. at least i think they are cool.
http://www.filecabi.net/video/criss-angel-exposed.html
http://www.filecabi.net/video/ch-prank.html
i promise it wun happen again. i hope we still can be frens though. at least. a hi bye fren. well all the best to everyone!
i promised myself i wun be irritated by that fella. yet it happens. its not that i am still whatever over him. but he keeps popping in and out of my life for no rhyme or reason. its like. he testing testing. c wat damage he has done to me.
maybe i'll jus keep up the act and msn him next time? hahaha. i duno whether to scold him and slap him or jus luff right at his face. my mum wants to see his face. too small lah display pic. haha. i think she wun like him. wats the pt anyway. haha.
one whole round of toking to myself and self-therapy. ok. i am calm and balanced.
but something funie is happening now. and i am feeling weird and confused. hai. no energy to think of such thing. EXAMS!
oh some cool websites. at least i think they are cool.
http://www.filecabi.net/video/criss-angel-exposed.html
http://www.filecabi.net/video/ch-prank.html
i promise it wun happen again. i hope we still can be frens though. at least. a hi bye fren. well all the best to everyone!
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
andy and ice cream. yummmmm...
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Qn:Can you guys talk about being with Dean so far up to this point? I know there's not been much time, but...
ANDY RODDICK: Why is everybody looking at me?
JAMES BLAKE: You know you're going to get all the questions anyway, we're just going to get you started. What do you think?
ANDY RODDICK: You go.
JAMES BLAKE: I mean, he's doing a great job. Obviously, like he said, he's seen Patrick a ton of times. He also gets along with all of us very well, except I don't know about Andy. It's tough to get along with Andy. None of us really get along with him (laughing).
ANDY RODDICK: You know they're going to write that.
JAMES BLAKE: Of course they are. It will be in like People magazine next week.
ANDY RODDICK: Awesome.
JAMES BLAKE: Or, yeah, US Weekly, "No one likes Andy."
awww nobody likes my andy. its ok. u've got me andy. haha. but they are so darn cute lah. with their sarcasm-humour.
hmm well andy is playing. at dunno wat time. i hate it when they play in US. its at those god-forbid-i-wake-up hours. MASTERS! i saw a repeat of tiger's game. hmm not very good eh. wanted to watch. but its 3.30am to 7am., i will jus die. guess i have to watch repeat again. while eating my zinger. have been seriously bingeging ( duno how to spell.) on junk food. on FOOD. like ive not eaten for a few days that kind. my mouth damn itchy. needs to bite. anyone who sees me buying snacks, dun let me k?
still red dotted face. she told me is 3-4 days lor. haha. concealor is now put to good use. hmm if cant go gelare next week also good..
tuition tuition. OH YA. have to get those sch papers. wah. thank goodness i saw my tuitee online. have to seriously bug her to do hw. i WANT HER TO SCORE WELL. SHE MUST. i am not going to get sacked. i mus prove that i can bloodily teach a human being.
wow. my mum bdae is here again. so fast. wonder what my sis will get for her. yeah! my sis is promoted again! not earning much. but i'm proud of her. -beams- shes a smart ger. hopefully she studies and get her deg and get increment. n no more worries. its jus a bad phase in life. everyone will get thru it. i guess life is about getting thru the downs and looking forward to the ups. my aunt says "who has ever been happie in their life before?" damn. my whole family is cycnical. all that genes accumulate and ta-da! here i am.
exams. i HATE U.
all of my life, where have u been? i'm wondering if i'll ever see u again...
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
yo. back from hooters. haha. ultra bloody short shorts. its scary. hahaa. luckiily i saw mostly thin thighs todae. yeah. way behind schedule already my studying. shit.
finish my psych test in 1 hour. hmm skipped 8 questions. wonder how will i score. quite worried. "tikam" quite a few questions. its negative markin (minus .2 marks). grrr. my red dots are stil there. worse still, i allergic to the sunblock. so there seems to be some sort of rash. its scaly skin on my face. grrrrrrrr. loooks like i need to take extra care. burn my face. so that i can burn the germs or something away..
ehh can u all hear the corrine bailey ray song? its nice i tell ya. shes got a nice voice. its got a good beat. i know that ahdot have. haha. my sisters are outside mapling. blasted alot of money on the hooters. thank goodness my sis is in a good mood. cant meet kurt next week le. wanna meet GAWP. so get ready to receive my msg! gelare eh next tues. tsk tsk. i've been gorging myself on ice cream. bad bad bad. new zealand, choc sundae and brownie with ice cream. the brownie at hooters is NICE i tell u. i am no brownie fan becos somehow they always make me lose my appetite. but this is good.
hmmm.. think i should really diet. all this food will show their effect soon. haha. nobody want me later.. managed to get a few papers from other schs. sundae can go collect. hopefully xinyi have time to do them. mus grind her and kill myself in the process. i realise i really need to start revising. esp science. i actually tot one rotation round the sun is ONE bloody day. damn it. its x365. ok. waiting for creative commission.
many things i wanna do and wanna buy. tahan tahan. hmmm. yanming they all no go mos. jianwen called me to say its becoz i didn go. wat bullshit. haha. keep trying to blame me. duno for wat. n i have to wish him happie bdae somemore ( which is more bullshit. coz he claims his bdae one month once.) yeah. but time to think bout wat to wear there. coz i am not those slim n pretty little ger who can seem to fit into any damn thing. sad. n gary luff at me coz i need one month to prepare. haha at least give me some time to slim down. 1 or 2 kg i also happie.
oh. andy playing. davis cup. but no. scv not showing AGAIN. i wanan watch the MASTERS! go tiger! roar! (lame.)
i feel some distance between some pple and me. i wonder why. issit cuz i've been isolating myself or pple are jus getting sick n tired of me. sorry to anyone if in my course to isolate myself has meant neglecting u. its jus one mth. n i'll be back! this is what happens when i dun have the brains and the hardworkingness. anywae. i hope that the distance wun be so obvious to me when i see the pple again. or maybe i am jus being sensitive. during this period, i start getting paranoid. or maybe pple dun care bout our frenship. have new frens but remember the old. i remember pat's nick is something about new fren being silver old fren being gold. well... hopefully everyone sees it this way. i'll try my best. (see what i mean by paranoid, i dun make sense rite?)
welll.. back to copying my deviance stuff. may god bless me and that i can finish everything on time. tick tock tick tock. BOOM!
finish my psych test in 1 hour. hmm skipped 8 questions. wonder how will i score. quite worried. "tikam" quite a few questions. its negative markin (minus .2 marks). grrr. my red dots are stil there. worse still, i allergic to the sunblock. so there seems to be some sort of rash. its scaly skin on my face. grrrrrrrr. loooks like i need to take extra care. burn my face. so that i can burn the germs or something away..
ehh can u all hear the corrine bailey ray song? its nice i tell ya. shes got a nice voice. its got a good beat. i know that ahdot have. haha. my sisters are outside mapling. blasted alot of money on the hooters. thank goodness my sis is in a good mood. cant meet kurt next week le. wanna meet GAWP. so get ready to receive my msg! gelare eh next tues. tsk tsk. i've been gorging myself on ice cream. bad bad bad. new zealand, choc sundae and brownie with ice cream. the brownie at hooters is NICE i tell u. i am no brownie fan becos somehow they always make me lose my appetite. but this is good.
hmmm.. think i should really diet. all this food will show their effect soon. haha. nobody want me later.. managed to get a few papers from other schs. sundae can go collect. hopefully xinyi have time to do them. mus grind her and kill myself in the process. i realise i really need to start revising. esp science. i actually tot one rotation round the sun is ONE bloody day. damn it. its x365. ok. waiting for creative commission.
many things i wanna do and wanna buy. tahan tahan. hmmm. yanming they all no go mos. jianwen called me to say its becoz i didn go. wat bullshit. haha. keep trying to blame me. duno for wat. n i have to wish him happie bdae somemore ( which is more bullshit. coz he claims his bdae one month once.) yeah. but time to think bout wat to wear there. coz i am not those slim n pretty little ger who can seem to fit into any damn thing. sad. n gary luff at me coz i need one month to prepare. haha at least give me some time to slim down. 1 or 2 kg i also happie.
oh. andy playing. davis cup. but no. scv not showing AGAIN. i wanan watch the MASTERS! go tiger! roar! (lame.)
i feel some distance between some pple and me. i wonder why. issit cuz i've been isolating myself or pple are jus getting sick n tired of me. sorry to anyone if in my course to isolate myself has meant neglecting u. its jus one mth. n i'll be back! this is what happens when i dun have the brains and the hardworkingness. anywae. i hope that the distance wun be so obvious to me when i see the pple again. or maybe i am jus being sensitive. during this period, i start getting paranoid. or maybe pple dun care bout our frenship. have new frens but remember the old. i remember pat's nick is something about new fren being silver old fren being gold. well... hopefully everyone sees it this way. i'll try my best. (see what i mean by paranoid, i dun make sense rite?)
welll.. back to copying my deviance stuff. may god bless me and that i can finish everything on time. tick tock tick tock. BOOM!
♥
Thursday, April 06, 2006
haha. been reading my frens blogs. i realise pple blog differnt way from me. i'm weird.
So Sick by Ne-Yo
anywae. i was reading thru some blogs. I SAW THIS: Singapore could host F1 in 2008. HUH!!!!! where are they going to build the damn track!? darn. i amm so excited that i have to blog this. haha i was thinking. at the most next time go malaysia watch. but well, cool. they come. hopefully, singapore has already blown them off once. as usual. becoz of our limited land space and something to do with the money. gosh.
reading about schizo. realised that i have been dumb. i mixed up schizo and dissociative identity disorder. i guess it sounds more classy when schizo comes out from ur mouth. schizo. is apparently when u have sime deterioration in ur daily activities, suffer from hallucination, delusions, blah. n i think DID is self explanatory. ok. good. i wun make this mistake. anywae. speaking of this, watch Identity starring joHn cusack. nicenicenice.
hmm good hor. give u all free lessons. yest chatted with pat. toked about my fats. seems to be growing everydae. ( n i am not doing anything about it!) i guess i jus have to stare in the mirror n start psycho-ing myself that i am the slimmest, most gorgeous, prettiest, sexiest bitch alive. haha. hardwork. especially when i am surrounded by such pple everydae.
a few movies that i would like to watch. firewall. inside man. ice age2 ( my sis says its damn funnie). failure to launch.
oh learnt something about rugby. hmm i seem to be learning more stuff nowadaes. rugby sevens are here! no jonny wilkinson and i doubt i will ever get to see him. ( poor lad) but sevens is actually different from the normal rugby game! sevens = seven-a-side ( duh) and the normal rugby is 15-a-side. even the scrum is different. ( well scrum happens when the game has to restart because someone passed illegally ie forward.) so for sevens, scrum means 3 pple from each team. for normal, 8 pple from each side. rugby is cool to watch. i can never understand fully the game. haven been watching it, not since jonny was injured anywae.
ok. i cant believe i managed to crap something out.
well, if u are caught up with the elections.. according to the blogs i am viewing now, they are definitely shooting the government down. http://singaporeelection.blogspot.com/2006/04/face-to-face-with-prime-minister-lee.html. its in chinese btw.
yeah prata for lunch!
haha. found this: http://mrecipes.blogspot.com/ for all those who love to cook. the recipes seem nice!
So Sick by Ne-Yo
anywae. i was reading thru some blogs. I SAW THIS: Singapore could host F1 in 2008. HUH!!!!! where are they going to build the damn track!? darn. i amm so excited that i have to blog this. haha i was thinking. at the most next time go malaysia watch. but well, cool. they come. hopefully, singapore has already blown them off once. as usual. becoz of our limited land space and something to do with the money. gosh.
reading about schizo. realised that i have been dumb. i mixed up schizo and dissociative identity disorder. i guess it sounds more classy when schizo comes out from ur mouth. schizo. is apparently when u have sime deterioration in ur daily activities, suffer from hallucination, delusions, blah. n i think DID is self explanatory. ok. good. i wun make this mistake. anywae. speaking of this, watch Identity starring joHn cusack. nicenicenice.
hmm good hor. give u all free lessons. yest chatted with pat. toked about my fats. seems to be growing everydae. ( n i am not doing anything about it!) i guess i jus have to stare in the mirror n start psycho-ing myself that i am the slimmest, most gorgeous, prettiest, sexiest bitch alive. haha. hardwork. especially when i am surrounded by such pple everydae.
a few movies that i would like to watch. firewall. inside man. ice age2 ( my sis says its damn funnie). failure to launch.
oh learnt something about rugby. hmm i seem to be learning more stuff nowadaes. rugby sevens are here! no jonny wilkinson and i doubt i will ever get to see him. ( poor lad) but sevens is actually different from the normal rugby game! sevens = seven-a-side ( duh) and the normal rugby is 15-a-side. even the scrum is different. ( well scrum happens when the game has to restart because someone passed illegally ie forward.) so for sevens, scrum means 3 pple from each team. for normal, 8 pple from each side. rugby is cool to watch. i can never understand fully the game. haven been watching it, not since jonny was injured anywae.
ok. i cant believe i managed to crap something out.
well, if u are caught up with the elections.. according to the blogs i am viewing now, they are definitely shooting the government down. http://singaporeelection.blogspot.com/2006/04/face-to-face-with-prime-minister-lee.html. its in chinese btw.
yeah prata for lunch!
haha. found this: http://mrecipes.blogspot.com/ for all those who love to cook. the recipes seem nice!
♥
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hi everyone. its been a while yeah. hows everyone doing?
well... jus finished studying "personality". psych test on fridae. actually its good too lah. i can prepare for my exams. well, borrowed 4 books related to South Asia. i'm definitely picking topics. haha. pls let me score abit better for south asia. seriously need to pull my grades up for this sem. worried about all my "papers" especiallly deviance. god. when i heard theres this compulsory BROAD quesiton, 60% of the final exam. i was like. i am doomed. time to start READING.
well, went out with kurt yest. ate alot. i felt. haha coz. we had errrr a singapore sling at the long bar at raffles hotel. haha. 14 was jus taking too long to reach siglap. n ice cream. n crepes. n i learnt abit about guitars. haha. 1967 is a good year, so guitars made in that year would be more exp. apparently its because the wood they used to make the guitar was good. one more person who loves chocolate and cheese. haha.
saw ben near tm jus now. went to return book. Cecelia Achern. PS. i love u!. its damn damn damn nice. a must read. i cried luff cried luff cried and luff. haha. in my shorts n shirt. hmm. thank goodness i walked away quickly. mus have looked real lost form. then went for facial. wow its painful. haha n its red now. little red dots all over my forehead and nose. tsk tsk. hopefully by fridae it will be better. if not i better start concealing.
andy is playing for us. davis cup. i hope they show on tv. haha. gosh. willie might not be able to celebrate my bdae! GAWP cant meet together again. so ssad. my mos seems to be slipping away. hmm i wanna go shopping. suddenly jus wanna keep spending. hai. mus start exercising. haven fixed my muvo. haha.
how come life seeems more interesting when i was sick. i wanna watch a few movies lor. hai. may may may. when are u coming. i need a job. take care everyone. study hard for ur exams. hope our lives get better n better. take care.
hmm jus registered with ministry of sound. haha mus be that yanming go refer me. haaa. anyone one of u wanan go. can jus go reg urself at www.ministryofsound.com.sg . =)
oh. learnt something from my psych book. "Koversada is a small, total nudist city on the coast of the Adriatic. If a first-time visitor walks around the city wearing clothes, other people stop and stare, shaking their heads with disapproval. the visitor feels as awkward and self-conscious as a naked person would be in a city of clothed people. Most visitors quickly undress. " cute rite. i would not wanna go there unless i plastic surgery like siao,
well... jus finished studying "personality". psych test on fridae. actually its good too lah. i can prepare for my exams. well, borrowed 4 books related to South Asia. i'm definitely picking topics. haha. pls let me score abit better for south asia. seriously need to pull my grades up for this sem. worried about all my "papers" especiallly deviance. god. when i heard theres this compulsory BROAD quesiton, 60% of the final exam. i was like. i am doomed. time to start READING.
well, went out with kurt yest. ate alot. i felt. haha coz. we had errrr a singapore sling at the long bar at raffles hotel. haha. 14 was jus taking too long to reach siglap. n ice cream. n crepes. n i learnt abit about guitars. haha. 1967 is a good year, so guitars made in that year would be more exp. apparently its because the wood they used to make the guitar was good. one more person who loves chocolate and cheese. haha.
saw ben near tm jus now. went to return book. Cecelia Achern. PS. i love u!. its damn damn damn nice. a must read. i cried luff cried luff cried and luff. haha. in my shorts n shirt. hmm. thank goodness i walked away quickly. mus have looked real lost form. then went for facial. wow its painful. haha n its red now. little red dots all over my forehead and nose. tsk tsk. hopefully by fridae it will be better. if not i better start concealing.
andy is playing for us. davis cup. i hope they show on tv. haha. gosh. willie might not be able to celebrate my bdae! GAWP cant meet together again. so ssad. my mos seems to be slipping away. hmm i wanna go shopping. suddenly jus wanna keep spending. hai. mus start exercising. haven fixed my muvo. haha.
how come life seeems more interesting when i was sick. i wanna watch a few movies lor. hai. may may may. when are u coming. i need a job. take care everyone. study hard for ur exams. hope our lives get better n better. take care.
hmm jus registered with ministry of sound. haha mus be that yanming go refer me. haaa. anyone one of u wanan go. can jus go reg urself at www.ministryofsound.com.sg . =)
oh. learnt something from my psych book. "Koversada is a small, total nudist city on the coast of the Adriatic. If a first-time visitor walks around the city wearing clothes, other people stop and stare, shaking their heads with disapproval. the visitor feels as awkward and self-conscious as a naked person would be in a city of clothed people. Most visitors quickly undress. " cute rite. i would not wanna go there unless i plastic surgery like siao,
