updating time! pictures. finally!

first up, received don's present! shall forgive u for forgetting my bdae, n the 2 mths late present. hmph. well, thank u very much for being nice. n he emailed me some pics! hahaa. coooL.

andy is out! injured. nvm. legg mason soon. :)

then, of coz. my dear is back! meeting tml. tokyo drift. ah. super laggy of me eh. will catch up.. lakehouse with qi in 2.5 hours time!

qiuxuan bought me slippers! n treated us to ktv yest. YESH. FINALLY. KTV. hahaa. deprived piece of shit i am. at least my famly loves listening to my voice. boo. love them. haha.




charles and keith's. ah. i love my feet. :)

me and mum!! haha. sorries. no make up. look abit shitty.

AHHHH! he was online. thanks to jolene! who told me he was online. gosh.. =)
2 more dayssss! ah. i wish he wasnt online also. that little bit of msn is SO NOT enuff. grrr

drinking baileys now. thanks to qiu xuan. haha. looks like milk. abit sweet but bitter after tt. drowning my sorrows. wahhahhahaa.

dye-ing my hair tml. *pls god, everything will turn out fine* pat will pei me. :)


check out my darling andy who played yest! : http://www.rcatennis.com/IUPUIVideo/7-1-400k.html

tiger woods won! so proud of him. managed to pick himself up after his dad's death. now cant wait for next andy tournament and f1. wooo!

alright. goonna slp soon. baileys making me slpy. haha. shopping tml. already planned wat i want to buy! budget budget.

ha. am watching livescore now. andy leadin. won first set 6-4 now 3-4 on serve. andy serving. goshhhh. still got doubles lehs. n its AFTER a suitable rest. hahaa. i tink i should slp. if he wins this i'll slp.

i'm hungry :(

anways. i'm fininshing my diary decoration soon! ok la. for my first attempt. kekes. almmost almost.

sales was pretty bad. felt sorrie for sharon. coz i jinxed the place. arrgh. duno why. hais. NOBODY WANS to buy. even annabelle complain. oh. did i tell u all that i bought my fone already? haha samsung e870. smiles. looks like my old fone. but slimmer. and its SAMSUNG. hopefully, nothing crazee bout it. buttttt the msg tone and ringing tone. damn soft. otherwise, no complaints.

gonna be super bz towards the end of the week.

gosh. my darling andy strugggling i go cheer him on le.

take care everyone!

waiting for uuu..
waiting for uuu...

another nice song to intro!



was super proud when i saw http://www.rcatennis.com/Schedules.section/stories/datafiles/OP.pdf

andy is playing in BOTH FINALS! eeeeeeha! forgive me. but ive NEVER in my entire life seen that. ahh too bad that bloody scv aint showing anything. grrr.

i would really wnat andy to win SOMETHING here. u can do it coz ure andy. will stay up to support. even though its only livescore. but i loooveee staring at no.s. doubt i working tml. althea haven msg. haha. gonna work laters. i pray sales is not bad.

i hate sch. absolutely dreading it. PLS DUN COME SO SOOON.

thurs! anticipating lake house.

1 hour le. missing u. 540pm sq997 rite. at least thats wat i heard la. gosh. 27th. will take note.

i'm a real mean ass. but i really dun understand why mus delete n block me? cant u jus face it insteead? i'm sorrie.

well well welll. when sch starts, i think i'll jus die. my weekend burnt lor. ahaa tml tuition in the morning n work! yeash! mus work. earn money. for all the sins that ive committed. okies. buying davidoff the next time i shop. thats with pat! hoopefully its still cheap. or maybe i should jus go bugis myself. hmmms. 63 bucks.

should have bought that day. wat was i thinking. grrrs. anywae! valerie! received ur testimonial liao. thanks. kekekes. hope u liked ur present! meeet up soon kies! that kelvin ow call me le. mus be darren big mouth.

who wanna pei me go dye hair next week!? i seriously duno wat colour i should chooose. i only noe dark colours. haha hopefully wun turn out tooooo hideous. ALRIGHT. everyone PLS USE ASCIENCE. i think it really works! why didnt it come sooONer!!!? make me waste so much money. hopefully the big bottles create the same effect as the small ones. i always have this thinking that they dilute the big bottles. so it doesn work as well then u have to use many months then got some effect. geez. i wonder why i have time to think of such things.


PIRATES IS NICE! looove johnny depp. savvy?

ANYWaE! andy is wiiinnnnniiinnngg! woo! in doubles final. in singles semifinal! GO ANDY!. i not watching then he win like siao. USOPEN. here we come! but i cant watch livescore leh. the timings are jus too bloody early. GOSH! 1am! i can make it. should i watch? tuition at 9am. .. grrs.

okies. go read my super huge book: the historian by elizabeth kostova. NICE! front abit boring coz super biblo. gets interesting when pple start dying! =)

http://www.lifestylerewards.com.sg/about.asp dun say i dun have good things on my blog. get this card la. got vouchers and discounts n pts to earn. no annual membership fee and stuff! get one todae!

no pics. sorries. been feeling ugly lately. ahaa.

i really dun wanna bore u all with my posts. but cant help it. sometimes jus have too many feeligns and things.

duno wats happening to my frenships. haha. i didnt mean to not tell anyone that i am attached. oki. I AM ATTACCHED. everyone happie?

its jus funnie that i get questions like, " how come u didnt tell me?" errr coz i dun announce to the world? n everyone sounds hurt. n i feel hurt, coz i feel that its my fault. but i dun really see the logic. eveyrones busy. everyone got their troubles. i dun get to meet u all, dun get to tok, n since i have this stopid blog. everyone noes my life and all. i really make it a pt to let u all noe my life. i mean. since u all cant be bothered to share with me ur life, i'll share with u mine. whether u bother to read about mine anot, thats another matter. haha. lets be optimistic and think that tere are pple who actually cares k.

anywaes. back to pt. ya. 1i duno. seriously, am quite tired to maintain some relashps. ive tried my best already. its like when u all jio me out, ive never said no de lor. always coz sick or something then i wun go. gawp, gpals. both the same. not trying to haolian or wat. but i really treat u all very very super well. coz i noe where my priorities lie. i noe that eveyone is busy, to be able to have a common time is so difficult. i mean, this kinda thing i no need say de. u all should noe le.

n if i dun say, then maybe its coz. i dun feel like saying? i think u all dun wanna hear about it? u all never ask? i dun think its appropriate to say? i dunno la. arrgh. i'm sorrry to sound so pissed off. but its supposed to be a happie thing, n now i am like feeling i did something wrong...
well, maybe coz i did this to grace. haha. karma. damn it.

watched i not stupid2 on mondae. cried like mad.

it feeels great to have someone appreciate ur presence. like," i am so glad to have u in my life." "u never fail to brighten up my dae" thanks for being there". i swear to myself. i will say all this shit. coz i noe now how great it feels to hear such stuff. i really wanna thank val for at least havin that tot to pei me. aha maybe u werent thinking carefully when u said it. its like 4 bloody hours. lucky i have to dye haiir next week. aha.

thurs! okies. working full day tml. nites everyone. SCHUMI WON!!! watch out alonso and renault. kkeke. next up andy @ www.rcatennis.com

damn it. the internet loves my sis. i tried the whole dae and it doesn work! she come back and switch on and off. VOILA! shitshit.

OKKKK. i went to perm le. i duno leh. ahhaa i'm super not used to it. i feel like my bloody head has gotten bigger! gosh. 218 bucks. coz i bought 2 stuff. hmm. dyeing my hair next week... coz the highlights jus look sucky with my permed hair. ahhhhhhh!! will i regret? hopefully not.

pay haven commmeee... i mus really work hard. many things to buy. i guess this is my changing outlook phase. wonder what will be the result? stay tuned..

haha. 2009. mus stash money aside for that. woooo. super looking forward to it. but first let me graduate. :)

meeting pearlyn they all this thurs! excccciiiteddd. siao charbos gathering. hehhehe. wonder wats their reaction bout my hair. hmm. i love this week. hate next week.

will post pics soon! : ahh. simply love this song.
tim mcgraw and faith hill - its your love.

oh its a beautiful thing,
dont think i can keep it all in,
if u ask me why i've change,
all i've gotta do is say your sweet name.

its ur lovee, it just does something to me..

please listen to the song man! click on the play button. ;) enjoy!

i think i'll start it over, where no one noes my name.
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of sunset.
some snow would be nice.

u duno me, u dun even care...

happie birthday to kurt!

i feel. damn guilty. but i did wat i tot was best. truth was inevitable. everyone knows. hai. but guilt doesn mean anything. jus means that i was right to say it. doesn matter if hes drunk now or wat. i did the right thing. The most wonderful date ever? ha. that doesn make me feel any better.

but i truly believe in fate :)

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cant wait for next week! so many happpening. yet i'm dreading it tooo.. hais. fly fly. drown myself in work.

thank u for smoking is nice. if i didnt have so many tings on my mind, i bet would have enejoyd it more.

ahhh. i really happie leh. that i have such nice pple around me. i really dun wanan break their heart.

but. hahaha. other than my family. ive 2 other most impt pple in my life now. super thick skin pple but its true. hate to admit it. but they are. (pat dun geh geh, he told me le.)

WOOOHOOO! credit for BCN 2. HAPPPPPPPPPPYYY!!!! congrats to pat tooo!!

been shopping alot. dun really regret. mus earn back. :) oki. now that ive let everything out. i'm happie. hopefully c20 commission comes soon.

happie ger slping sooon le...

oH! don sent me this! keke




haha. irritating ahpek. go enjoy life then dun wanna reply my email. but i not daring enuff sia. i think i sure DIE. okies.

nites...

HAHAHAH. ive achieved my abit. :) HAPPY birthday!!

spent $$ yest and todae. i MUST STOP IT. okies. after next fridae. get pay, perm my hair, watch movie, buy top, watch movie. what about my damn fone? 300 bucks. grrrr. chiong work chiong work.

but not bad. got to ktv abit. ahha i suck at higgh notes. sad. had quite abit of fun. =)

22nd to 28th. hmm. i'll be bored.

super slpy. 730pm. ha. hopefully i dun drop the camera or something. everytime i picture myself up in the balloon i keep having that image of me dropping the camera. pls god no. not the time to play with my life kies. if i drop the cam. should i jump with it? ha..

should be honest. n not be mean. yeah. how do i go bout being nice? its difficult. truth hurts. had some weird msgs yest. sometimes. i wonder why pple have to do that? raking up some past that was not supposed and never meant to happen. n saying things they shouldn say. n they know it. they know they not supposed to do such stuff. hais.

tml work! i cant believe it! so fast. another week has passed. hmm CORS start err 31st july. wah liao. dmn sian. when it starts. its really sch reopen. i can smell it. :(

HAHA. now i sorta know where my money go. and why i cant afford to go on trips. i went for facial rite. turns out i can do facial and slimming at the same time. so guess wat? i signed a package. hELL. now i got citispa AND bonafides. i shouldl be shot. its blooody $480. thankgoodness they let me pay by instalments (or so they say). ok. this motivates me to work harder. one more mth left. grrrr. okies. pat saw my after 5-hour facial face and she says its goooddd. but the slimmin was weird. one big machine on ur stomach. i didnt noe wat it looked like coz my eyes was covered all the time. aiyah. the slimming cfm worth it. body wrap $48 per session.

calculated my estimated income for this mth. seems not bad. for the amount of days i am really working. tuition. is. i duno. something i do. coz i seem to like it yet earn income. i jus dread travelling and waking up in the mornings. ahha. but yest was hell. adam kept moving. he was so restless that i had to shout several times. and pissed off i was. wah. a preview to my teaching career. one kid. i am so.. many kids. ha. but its not gonnna stop me. i have to make him score better.

no pics these few daes coz i've not been out. ahhaa. will see if i manage to get some pics todae!
hopefully i come home with shoes and bag. only. hahaah. budget budget.

tml definitely will have pics. stay tuned!!!

oh btw, xinyi let me see this commercial.

well duno if this works and u actually get ur money buttt.....




http://www.emailcashpro.com/?r=adeline1986

well the members are increasing.. so i guess some pple do believe (yes, including me). oh. everyone seems to love doing this

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its like to have some suspense or something? haha

anywae was super irritated yest. i cant stand it when ppple accuse me, or attempt to accuse me or anything that makes me feel like ive betrayed them when i DIDNT. its one thing that really pisses me off. sick. stay at home. i cant go down for dinner? would that also be counted as i went out? omfg. i noe ure hurt, its really not my fault k. i jus wanted to go out when i am feeling out so that i can enjoy. without me coughing and sneezing away. is that so bloody hard to understand?

grrr. the more i tok about the more pissed off i get. then i get pple telling me things like.. okies. so tentatively its on sat. then maybe its me. i am so mean. i love to pang seh pple n make them wait for me. ya. all my stupid fault. happie? thats what everyone is trying to do wat. make me guilty, as if i asked god to make me sick n ruin my plans. "i feel like i'm trying to date a celebrity". gosh. if i've hurt u, congrats. u managed to hurt me back. thanks alot. for sharing your feelings with me.

damn it. i am already a very nice person. seldom bear grudges. but this kinda words i hear already. i forever remember.

anywaes. i hate haolian pple

go facial le. hope i didnt waste my money. i dun quite like non-locals. tuition later... jiayou.

slowly turning into anti social mode. jus duno leh. sort of want to nua at home then when i see my frens so busy. i jealous. hahaa. i go into the "i dun have frens mode"

hai. sick. n plans tml in jeopardy. not that i want to skip it right. but. i really dun wanan disappoint. i also dun wan to be sick de. hai. hopefully i can make it for both. yawns. 15 mins to the match. a 7min weird penalty. and i am slpy already. its 1-1! 30 mins

okies. back to topic. i jus ruin pples lives. look at how f-up my previous relationships ar. anybody with a good mind should noe that they shouldnt fall for me. then nobody's feelings get hurt.unhappie with the current situation but i cant do anything bout it. its always nice to have pple care for u and sae nice things ya. but prob is most of us jus get carried away. absorbing all these nice things and lead pple on. making think they are special and oh so impt in our lives. do we really treat everyone like they are very impt in our lives?argh. sorrie if i sound mean or cruel. i jus wished things were more simple. maybe i am the one complicating things?

ha. ben let me listen to this super nice song!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARHyRI9_NB4 she compose herself de. aha.

cant wait for wed though. i'm happie that i dun need to work on wed. fridae this week. super weird. one dae nia but its at cine. till midnite. feel free to find me. wahahaha.

last year todae. i was goin thru hell. this year... everything seems better, much better. jus abit more. jus need abit more.

i think i'lll go to Boston.. where no one knows my name..

hmm. somethings i dun understand. n i dun feel like pressing for an ans. ive been told that i am a person who seems to want an explanation for eveyrhting and i should jus chill it. am i? i'd like to think that i am someone whos unpredictable and ungeneralised. but i guess. i am quite general afterall. i like to explain everything becoz too many misunderstandings have occured. pple jus simply expect the other to understand and accept. can we? ( see i try to explain stuff again)

i dunno lah. i dun like my life to jus whoosh past me and i jus blur blur go along. well. but if u all dun wanan explain to me. its fine. i will respect ur decision.

anwayas. kayaking was fun! though. my arms hurt like shit and back hurt. but was great to feel the sun and sea and wind and be exercising. well. the ice mocha kept me awwke till 3. when i was supposed to slp at 1. grrr... tuitioned at 10. hai. hopefully althea quickly msgs me.

i really didnt mean to change the timing. forget it. i'll jus see how. excited about next week! hehe. got quite fun things to do. take pics take pics. mos anyone? clubbbin? maybe should jus wait for the bash. ahha.

maybe i should do something about it. like what. trying my best. maybe i'm not trying hard enuff.

i dun wanan hurt anyone. pls.

a part of me died when i let you go.

yest was the last dae we will see gary in at least 2 weeks. off he goes to serve the country! commando. who would have tot? but. super proud of him. go there to face and conquer his fears. ahhaa. i should be getting ready to leave already. 230 meet at the mrt thingy. kayaking! buttt...



At Waraku.

alright. i'm chomping down my 2 dae old mrs fields. i better finish. before it jus rot there. ahah. not even home to enjoy my food. dots. but dun regret goin out todae. :)

my gong gong sis. brougght my fone to work! she didnt even realise! i didnt even realise it was gone until i wanted to msg my boss! dots. both of us damn gong.

anywae. super happie that the mpa was ok. now worry about the assignment 2 already. gosh. if only i can work the singpost thingy! then at least got fren n earn 6.50 per hour lor. hais. too bad. tml have to work and the thing starts tml. ahha thanks xuzi anywae. ahah its good to help pple and they wanan help u in return.

sad that i cant go see the kitkat. hmm. theres still some time. tml working again. woohoo. lucky its jus until 5. next week try to work whenever i can.. n the weeks after. ahhhh. money pls fall from the sky leh!! or jus transfer to my bank lah.


alright. i wanan go clubbing suddenly. sian. willie calls this unhealthy lifestyle. haha. gary is going tonite! i will super miss gary! take care inside ya. meet nex nex nex nex week. jus some fotos of us.



  

  
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hmmm. i am resting at home!! finally! not for long though. haha goin over to pat house before my tuition. i'm out of the hse every single dae. feeling a little tired. but. last month for me to pia! my work! mus earn as much as i can. so sorrie if i cant make it to any outing or watever. even though its super boring but i need $$. recruit express called! hopefully they can give me something.

yest i saw chong and his gf. ahhaa. working at this push cart allows to see many pple and yet remain hidden. hmm nah. nothing at all. jus wondering if he saw me. would he dare to sae hello or be a coward and jus pretended he didnt noe me. i wonder if he told his gf about me. well.. we'll jus see next time. haha. singapore is a small place. BUT. my life has defintely been better w/o him! i have all these wonderful pple who treat me well. better. no regrets though. memories. its only last year though... but seems so far away. hmm..

kayaking on fridae! woo. its only tues and i am so looking forward to getting my skin burnt. haha. bOO. coz GPALS outing! of coz look forward.

i loooooooooveeee mrs fields. thanks aiman. :) ur few mins brightened my nite there. haha. sounds corny.

a-ppre-cia-tion. its difficult. coz everyone has expectations. can i really meet to their expectations? tsk tsk.

tuition later. super worried bout the pri2 kid. pls be a guai kia. actually i had tons of things to blog. then i forgot wat i wanna sae. tsk. oh. england is out. jus to make my blog seems updated with the soccer fever. wonder who shall i supporrt. italy?

gary! so happie to see u for the LAST time. aha. n change ur damn nick! dun drag my man u in. grrrr.

hah. gonna decorate my diary! haha hope we dun ruin it. arbo i kill him. 2 stressful days next week. good luck to me.

wat modules should i chose...

anywaes. i'm in trouble again. hai.

another eventful week. but this is a good week.


brougght jap kids around. 8 of them lor! and all guys. they dun speak eng. and i dun speak jap. when i first saw them, i was like.. i'm gonna die man. but i really super enjoyed it. would hav loved it more if i could speak jap. so i am sorta motivated to learn. aha. looking forward to the next one. :) but i heard from one from one of the guides that not all of them are frenly. :(
the excitement is gone. so cant really blog much. n i think i will jus bore u all with it right?
of coz money is involved lah. but i treated them lunch la. 2/3 of my pay gone.



haha. this is super cute. the ger at first dun wan let me take lor :(. (L-R) xuzi, go, me, bobur.
grp pic! end of the day. :(

another grp pic! haha they damn cute rite. 17 years old.


learnt a few words! haha. but i dun really noe how to spell them, only know how to pronounce. really happie that i met xuzi lah. so that i can do this. wah. tok about work... faints. i super tired man. yest tok on the fone till 4am. tml work again. duno if cineleisure can earn alot or not. somemore have to pia cab home for england and maybe andy. grrrr.



this is what they gave me! doraemon comic ( gasp! in jap!) and a super cute watch. haha

went to witness someone graduate from civil defence academy (cda) aha. climbed half of a fire engine. sounds boring but i think its the pple who u're with lah. makes it more fun with their weird stuff. okies. this doesn sound too good. i should be shot. arrgh.

commission from creative. 50 bucks. :( sometimes. its really irritating, i wonder why am i still working there.

cant wait for sundae! need to rest my feet though. 4km. i can do it! argentina is a super time wasting team. they suck.

the chat with aiman made me tink about many things. again, about appreciating pple around me. why should we be optimistic pple? coz there are pple who care for us and we shouldnt let them down. small things that they do. it takes effort no matter how small. i'm not an intiative person, one of my worst traits. and i dun like being like this. becoz pple wun noe how much they mean to me. i cherish them, in the heart. but damn it. who noes wat i am thinking rite. unless i show it. so.. hopefully, i change and treat the people around me better. :)