i'm really sorry. i feel like ive made use of u. haha but i dun dare to tell u straight to the face. i know i very bad la. to leave it hanging like tt. but i alrady told u liao.. we are not anything..
so stop saying you will be happy for me.. dun tell me nice things and try to make me feel like i'm supposed to regret that i never choose to continue with u.. because the worse thing is. i dun regret. i guilty .. but i never regret not choosing you.. in fact ure lucky i didnt stay. u would have been someone's shadow and that someone is very very difficult to replace.
imma bitch. haha pathetic one.
watched grey's yesterday. omg. season 5 gonna end.. need to wait again :(((
todays interview okok only lor.. dunno lehs. haha..
PRAY FOR ME!!!
tml my grandma gonna laser away those stones also. so hopefully everything is fine!!!
and i am freaking upset that man utd lost. but they deserved to lose la. SERIOUSLY.
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
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Monday, May 25, 2009
back! :)
actually really quite enjoyed myself.
sometimes jus feel that i am the luckiest person on earth.
maybe god pities me sometimes.
i do alot of stupid things in my life.
lost my wallet with 500sgd inside. BUT the very very very kind soul returned to Yau Ma Tei Police Station. thank god my hotel key there with the hotel name and all..
THANK YOU TO WHOEVER WHO BROUGHT MY WALLET TO THE POLICE STATION
already not working. then still lose money. i was thinking how idiot can i get? and the $$ not even mine :( lucky i brought along another wallet. i cant imagine if i lost the other one. i think i will jus cry to death.
these stupid stuffs always happen to me. somemore make anna and gina lose mood to shop.. and have to run here and thehre with me.. :( hai myself can already. still hai other pple.
and i dun even remember how i lost the wallet. maybe in the taxi. thank you for offering to go to the Police Station with me... i noe i always do these stupid things and cause worry and unhappiness.
actually quite happy. thank you very much...
actually really quite enjoyed myself.
sometimes jus feel that i am the luckiest person on earth.
maybe god pities me sometimes.
i do alot of stupid things in my life.
lost my wallet with 500sgd inside. BUT the very very very kind soul returned to Yau Ma Tei Police Station. thank god my hotel key there with the hotel name and all..
THANK YOU TO WHOEVER WHO BROUGHT MY WALLET TO THE POLICE STATION
already not working. then still lose money. i was thinking how idiot can i get? and the $$ not even mine :( lucky i brought along another wallet. i cant imagine if i lost the other one. i think i will jus cry to death.
these stupid stuffs always happen to me. somemore make anna and gina lose mood to shop.. and have to run here and thehre with me.. :( hai myself can already. still hai other pple.
and i dun even remember how i lost the wallet. maybe in the taxi. thank you for offering to go to the Police Station with me... i noe i always do these stupid things and cause worry and unhappiness.
actually quite happy. thank you very much...
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Thursday, May 21, 2009
going hk for the weekend.
was really lookin forward to it..
until yesterday.
u and ur bad mood.ur busy. ur space. ur 'alone' time. actually its all fine.
actually i can take it. but why hurt me with ur words. why give me attitude.
how u expect to ignore someone for 2 days before the trip and then expect me to behave like nothing is happening. busy busy la. tired tired la. u everyday slp so late and so little hours. how to not tired. and stress. why cant u jus TELL me nicely. or jus give me a warning.
but dun worry. later i will be strong and smile.
its either u wanna tok to me about this, i already let u know what i think u can do. but i also learn my lesson already.
u always wonder why i dun dare to call u.. dun dare to msg you.. dun feel secure.. dun think ure trying. its because of days like these. where even a phone call from me and u sound like i trying to choke u. one day u will understand. for our sake, i hope one day u will understand.
i dun owe u anything u noe. if u have any problem with other pple. dun take it out on me. if u have problem with me. tell me. let me know. u dun like me to ask questions, but i really alot of bloody questions. i can cut down on those bo liao one. but then again, u dun do things that make me question lor. its a cycle. for my part, i will try to stop it. what about YOU?
went to see my grandma in hospital. bacteria in her blood.
also visited another of my relative. diabetes. have to cut off her toe.
its must be so heart wrenching for people who have diabetes.
mus cut here and there.. slowly. painful.
i almost wanted to cry but i think she doesn need me to be like that. especially when i can see shes upset too. and my poor grandma kenna poke and poke in the hand until swollen and blueblack all over. :(
god.. pls let them all live for many more years.
update when i come back ba.
was really lookin forward to it..
until yesterday.
u and ur bad mood.ur busy. ur space. ur 'alone' time. actually its all fine.
actually i can take it. but why hurt me with ur words. why give me attitude.
how u expect to ignore someone for 2 days before the trip and then expect me to behave like nothing is happening. busy busy la. tired tired la. u everyday slp so late and so little hours. how to not tired. and stress. why cant u jus TELL me nicely. or jus give me a warning.
but dun worry. later i will be strong and smile.
its either u wanna tok to me about this, i already let u know what i think u can do. but i also learn my lesson already.
u always wonder why i dun dare to call u.. dun dare to msg you.. dun feel secure.. dun think ure trying. its because of days like these. where even a phone call from me and u sound like i trying to choke u. one day u will understand. for our sake, i hope one day u will understand.
i dun owe u anything u noe. if u have any problem with other pple. dun take it out on me. if u have problem with me. tell me. let me know. u dun like me to ask questions, but i really alot of bloody questions. i can cut down on those bo liao one. but then again, u dun do things that make me question lor. its a cycle. for my part, i will try to stop it. what about YOU?
went to see my grandma in hospital. bacteria in her blood.
also visited another of my relative. diabetes. have to cut off her toe.
its must be so heart wrenching for people who have diabetes.
mus cut here and there.. slowly. painful.
i almost wanted to cry but i think she doesn need me to be like that. especially when i can see shes upset too. and my poor grandma kenna poke and poke in the hand until swollen and blueblack all over. :(
god.. pls let them all live for many more years.
update when i come back ba.
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
watched angels and demons yesterday! :)
love cathay seats. haha
anyway the starting abit draggy coz alot of talking, explanation.. but middle and the ending.. exciting liao. haha
so i recommend this movie.
and i will be super happy to see manutd lift the trophy again tonight!!
and i'm lookin for temp job. so pls intro intro if u all have any k!
well well well.
sometimes i jus have to say things out.
i know it irritates u sometimes. but i'm tryin to keep quiet already.
i hope u will understand la. :)
love cathay seats. haha
anyway the starting abit draggy coz alot of talking, explanation.. but middle and the ending.. exciting liao. haha
so i recommend this movie.
and i will be super happy to see manutd lift the trophy again tonight!!
and i'm lookin for temp job. so pls intro intro if u all have any k!
well well well.
sometimes i jus have to say things out.
i know it irritates u sometimes. but i'm tryin to keep quiet already.
i hope u will understand la. :)
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
celebrating wilson and my belated birthday!
WALKED ALOT MAN today. hahaa and ATE ALOT :)
from tampines 1 --> sim lim sq --> iluma --> tcc at bugis junction --> wanton mee @ sunshine place --> PS.
whew.
@ Kim Gary's Tampines1
Chicken chop baked rice and Mark Six!
boiling milk with egg
dont think i'll ever dare to drink this. but they say no taste one.
no 'eggy' taste to be exact
@ iluma
me and birthday boy wilson aka didi!
didi tries to kill me :(
WALKED ALOT MAN today. hahaa and ATE ALOT :)
from tampines 1 --> sim lim sq --> iluma --> tcc at bugis junction --> wanton mee @ sunshine place --> PS.
whew.
@ Kim Gary's Tampines1
Chicken chop baked rice and Mark Six!
boiling milk with egg
dont think i'll ever dare to drink this. but they say no taste one.no 'eggy' taste to be exact
@ iluma
clement forever doing 'cute' stuff.. haha
@ TCC
me and birthday boy wilson aka didi!
didi tries to kill me :(
wilson left to clarke quay... clement and i continue our journey. haha :)
well wanted talk to u. dunno why so sway everytime i call u is either busy or not getting response from subscriber mobile fone. hahahha.
hai. i really dun wanna stress u leh. how ar.
hopefully guan yin answers my prayers! :D
well wanted talk to u. dunno why so sway everytime i call u is either busy or not getting response from subscriber mobile fone. hahahha.
hai. i really dun wanna stress u leh. how ar.
hopefully guan yin answers my prayers! :D
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
hehe jus came back. after meeting hongming. and watched Wolverine!! :) not bad not bad. got a few funny parts and quite interesting to see how everything started. but still hmmph. i didnt know wolverine had those errr things when he was born already...
but yup. would recommend it.
weee.. this week not bad. met up with friends. and i think lots of ups and downs..
ice cream chef (between katong and siglap)
valerie and mine's failed attempt to 'jiao bei jiu'
a very happy looking couple :)
lijia didnt have mocktail to jiao bei jiu with..
but she got flaming platter!! tada!
and our dear py MIA coz of work.. but anyway, 6 women.. talked so much we forgot to take grp pics!!!
thanks very much girls. for being there. i know i am stubborn, silly and probably stupid. but well.. maybe it will blow away soon.. give it some more time ba..
thanks for the presents k! haha. love the cute skirt and top.
truffle mushroom skinny pizza. (okok)
fish and chips. (hmm the fish really tastes very different)
took this at the toilet.
and although u did say if u free u will call me today. i know i shouldnt expect you to call la. it was nice enough i think. for u to say it already.
but i am very happy to hear you say those things to me at 3plus am. i duno if u meant them anot.. or u feel that ure supposed to say them. but i slept very well that night :)
thanks very much for the wallet.
but yup. would recommend it.
weee.. this week not bad. met up with friends. and i think lots of ups and downs..
ice cream chef (between katong and siglap)
5th May.
6th May - Manhattan Fish Market @ PS
valerie and mine's failed attempt to 'jiao bei jiu'
a very happy looking couple :)
lijia didnt have mocktail to jiao bei jiu with..but she got flaming platter!! tada!
and our dear py MIA coz of work.. but anyway, 6 women.. talked so much we forgot to take grp pics!!!
thanks very much girls. for being there. i know i am stubborn, silly and probably stupid. but well.. maybe it will blow away soon.. give it some more time ba..
thanks for the presents k! haha. love the cute skirt and top.
8th May - House, Camp and Barracks @ dempsey!
truffle mushroom skinny pizza. (okok)
fish and chips. (hmm the fish really tastes very different)
took this at the toilet.
finally. after so many damn years. we're taking more pictures.
haha i am still waiting for my compensation.and although u did say if u free u will call me today. i know i shouldnt expect you to call la. it was nice enough i think. for u to say it already.
but i am very happy to hear you say those things to me at 3plus am. i duno if u meant them anot.. or u feel that ure supposed to say them. but i slept very well that night :)
thanks very much for the wallet.
