at this moment,
i really jus want to give everything up and hibernate
i really cant wait to get out of this country.
in the past few months, i made alot of mistakes and i feel really up one moment and down th next.
so i need to get out of here.
super no mood to study liao.
i know i shouldnt be like tt. i know i should study. i shouldn think about playing, about other things.
but i CANT
all i really want to do is watch tv, watch my matches, do the things that i like and see the pple i wan see. why so difficult??
everyone doing their own things, busy with their own lives, who has the time for each other?
all that i say here i'm saying to virtually no one. coz no one has the time to read and care about other pple lives. we're all jus struggling to find time and fit pple in. do we really have to be THAT busy?
why do we have so many freaking things to do, and why do we HAVE to do so many things?
bad mood today. it mus be the bloody weather again.
i cant wait for the 11th. i need to get away from this life for a while.. 4 days. better than nothing. seems that me being here is causing some unhappiness. so when i'm not here, you can do all you wan. i wont pressure u. i wont NEED you to call me. i wont need anything from u.
maybe i should get out of the country more often hahha. i'll save money. anyone wants a holiday feel free to call me kies. :)
cheers to our own lives! :D
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
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Thursday, April 24, 2008
and i was right to be worried! didnt do well for ageing. :(((( and its the first paper, so by right i'm supposed to want to study more.. but no. coz when i look at the readings i jus wan to FAINT. its so bloody thick.
yest was 'rest day'. went out .. go eat steamboat.. loooked at guinea pigs and rabbits. damn cute. haha. jingyuan is now known as the chinchilla.
anyway, MAN U and Barce Drew. hmm.. both teams play abit like shit. and how can Ronaldo missed the penalty!!!?! hai. its chelsea this weekend and barce again next week. arrgghhh super scared.
should i buy the formula1 tix?? its walking about only lehs..$108.. hai. broke.
study study study study.
i wan a terrier/maltese! :D
yest was 'rest day'. went out .. go eat steamboat.. loooked at guinea pigs and rabbits. damn cute. haha. jingyuan is now known as the chinchilla.
anyway, MAN U and Barce Drew. hmm.. both teams play abit like shit. and how can Ronaldo missed the penalty!!!?! hai. its chelsea this weekend and barce again next week. arrgghhh super scared.
should i buy the formula1 tix?? its walking about only lehs..$108.. hai. broke.
study study study study.
i wan a terrier/maltese! :D
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
okies. i really should be studying. and i wan to. trust me. haha.
anyway, jus saw our gpals blog. hahaa. which was a failure. nvm. still got some memories there. i dun think blogger will like clear blogs rite? its gonna be there forever rite (as long as i remember the webby and the password..) ?
i think the 5 of us.. really loook older le. haha. i cant believe it
taken during grace's birthday.
i wanted to show a during-jc-days photo. but i realise.. i dont have! omg. i need to pass my harddisk to someone to help me load the pics in! :(
ya
so. well. my point is.. we've aged. and with my knee now bandaged. i feel even older! last time netball twist and turn also can tahan. now really cant le. haha. so lousy ... hai. maybe too long never exercise also.
i think i very suay lately. as in suay thinggs are happening around me. hahaa. think its a bad
patch. and i pray it doesn affect my exams.
my aircon broke down. 2 weeks ago i on.. its perfectly fine. 2 days ago, it blew HOT AIR. damn it. then i fell from the freaking bus. and now, the toilet is stuck... and everything needs money but who the hell can afford it. argh.
hais. which reminds me.. tmr tuition. my dad scold me .. say i stupid. go accept another tuition when its my exams. but its their exams too right. thats why they need a tutor? but i seriously cant do magic la. and i super afraid when pple start intro me to others. coz i have this burden. espp when i still teaching..
i'm super tempted to do fulltime tutoring but i think better not.
i'm scared about ageing paper. hais. thank god that i received not bad grades for my projects.. they motivate me to carry on striving. :)
but i'll still watch man utd. still watch F1, still watch tv. its about balance balance balance.. mayb thats why my grades are 'balanced' too. wahhahhaah.
anyway, i think this yr birthday will sucks. ive got this feeling. but ive learnt not to be upset about somethings until they really happen coz it'll jus make me feel worse and sad. see bah..
anyway, jus saw our gpals blog. hahaa. which was a failure. nvm. still got some memories there. i dun think blogger will like clear blogs rite? its gonna be there forever rite (as long as i remember the webby and the password..) ?
i think the 5 of us.. really loook older le. haha. i cant believe it
taken during grace's birthday.
i wanted to show a during-jc-days photo. but i realise.. i dont have! omg. i need to pass my harddisk to someone to help me load the pics in! :(
ya
so. well. my point is.. we've aged. and with my knee now bandaged. i feel even older! last time netball twist and turn also can tahan. now really cant le. haha. so lousy ... hai. maybe too long never exercise also.
i think i very suay lately. as in suay thinggs are happening around me. hahaa. think its a bad
patch. and i pray it doesn affect my exams.
my aircon broke down. 2 weeks ago i on.. its perfectly fine. 2 days ago, it blew HOT AIR. damn it. then i fell from the freaking bus. and now, the toilet is stuck... and everything needs money but who the hell can afford it. argh.
hais. which reminds me.. tmr tuition. my dad scold me .. say i stupid. go accept another tuition when its my exams. but its their exams too right. thats why they need a tutor? but i seriously cant do magic la. and i super afraid when pple start intro me to others. coz i have this burden. espp when i still teaching..
i'm super tempted to do fulltime tutoring but i think better not.
i'm scared about ageing paper. hais. thank god that i received not bad grades for my projects.. they motivate me to carry on striving. :)
but i'll still watch man utd. still watch F1, still watch tv. its about balance balance balance.. mayb thats why my grades are 'balanced' too. wahhahhaah.
anyway, i think this yr birthday will sucks. ive got this feeling. but ive learnt not to be upset about somethings until they really happen coz it'll jus make me feel worse and sad. see bah..
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
alot of things happened lately. haha. not good things. but well..
number 1. SOME freaking idiot stole the helmet that i gave jingyuan! arghh.. LOSER. happpened some time ago. but i jus have the sudden urge to curse that Freak.
number 2. jingyuan got into SMU Econs! woo. so proud of him when i read that only 1 in 8 applicants can get in. haha. think maybe SMU bluffing but he told me only 200 students in Econs. so i guess its not bad. he and er quan gonna stick togther for life i think.
number 3. my trip to krabi and phuket is CONFIRMED! yehs yehs yehs. going with xq, leaving on the 11th may and coming back on the 15th. (opps, realised i confirmed it last post le. hwahah. sorry.. jus abit excited.... ) hahha. quite short la. but i'm broke. :(
before i even reach the stupid hotel i get bad service already. okies. now i found out tt they werent tryin to cheat my money, but who can blame me when i have to book the hotel over the internet and thru my debit card! and the FELLOW dare to tell me that I'M A PROBLEMATIC CUSTOMER. what kind of shit service. i was jus trying to ask some questions. and he got so bloody defensive.
anyway, we're still going to that hotel, coz reviews are good and its good for our budget. btw, that fella called me MR LEE when i'm using 'adeline' as my nick during the livechat. argh.
number 4. exams starting sooooonnn. and ending on 7th May. which means i cant celebrate my birthday in peace. :( i'm GRADUTATING!
number 5. I NEED TO SHOP.
number 6. watched three kingdoms, at the kallang leisure park (filmgarde). not bad. couple seats. but the food sucks. so pls bring ur own food .. ahah. the movie... not bad. andy lau still cute. but i agree with all the reviews that the ending abit abrupt. haha. suddenly he old and last fight. and jus die.. without showing how he die also. !!! but love the fighting scenes. :D
pictures .. from py birthday.
went to thai express then bakerzin for desert (yummmy!)
number 1. SOME freaking idiot stole the helmet that i gave jingyuan! arghh.. LOSER. happpened some time ago. but i jus have the sudden urge to curse that Freak.
number 2. jingyuan got into SMU Econs! woo. so proud of him when i read that only 1 in 8 applicants can get in. haha. think maybe SMU bluffing but he told me only 200 students in Econs. so i guess its not bad. he and er quan gonna stick togther for life i think.
number 3. my trip to krabi and phuket is CONFIRMED! yehs yehs yehs. going with xq, leaving on the 11th may and coming back on the 15th. (opps, realised i confirmed it last post le. hwahah. sorry.. jus abit excited.... ) hahha. quite short la. but i'm broke. :(
before i even reach the stupid hotel i get bad service already. okies. now i found out tt they werent tryin to cheat my money, but who can blame me when i have to book the hotel over the internet and thru my debit card! and the FELLOW dare to tell me that I'M A PROBLEMATIC CUSTOMER. what kind of shit service. i was jus trying to ask some questions. and he got so bloody defensive.
anyway, we're still going to that hotel, coz reviews are good and its good for our budget. btw, that fella called me MR LEE when i'm using 'adeline' as my nick during the livechat. argh.
number 4. exams starting sooooonnn. and ending on 7th May. which means i cant celebrate my birthday in peace. :( i'm GRADUTATING!
number 5. I NEED TO SHOP.
number 6. watched three kingdoms, at the kallang leisure park (filmgarde). not bad. couple seats. but the food sucks. so pls bring ur own food .. ahah. the movie... not bad. andy lau still cute. but i agree with all the reviews that the ending abit abrupt. haha. suddenly he old and last fight. and jus die.. without showing how he die also. !!! but love the fighting scenes. :D
pictures .. from py birthday.
went to thai express then bakerzin for desert (yummmy!)
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
someday i just wish i can slp and never wake up. its so tirin to be alive.
just reach home not long ago from queensway.
argh. i supposed to do ageing paper. 6 bloody pages. and i really dunno what to write. i'm only at the 1st one. and its due MONDAY. tml tuition till 2.. reality sucks.
at least i have something to look forward to after exams!! finally. its not about stressing to find a job. unlike the previous years. before exams end, start to look for temp job. wah. now is. look forward to relax
going Krabi and Phuket. hehe. with qi! i cant believe it. booked the tickets already. its for real this time. 11th may - 15th may.
:D
think i should rest then wake up earlier tml. because i jus feel like slping things off. think do all these papers until i going crazee. and after monday, its time to study for exams.
my last paper is 7th may (sian, after my birthday) so its gonna be coming soon.
and i should really slp now..
nights everyone..
i promised i'd try.. how much longer, how much more i duno. but i'll give everything i can before i admit defeat. i just hope its enough and that it wont be for nothing..
just reach home not long ago from queensway.
argh. i supposed to do ageing paper. 6 bloody pages. and i really dunno what to write. i'm only at the 1st one. and its due MONDAY. tml tuition till 2.. reality sucks.
at least i have something to look forward to after exams!! finally. its not about stressing to find a job. unlike the previous years. before exams end, start to look for temp job. wah. now is. look forward to relax
going Krabi and Phuket. hehe. with qi! i cant believe it. booked the tickets already. its for real this time. 11th may - 15th may.
:D
think i should rest then wake up earlier tml. because i jus feel like slping things off. think do all these papers until i going crazee. and after monday, its time to study for exams.
my last paper is 7th may (sian, after my birthday) so its gonna be coming soon.
and i should really slp now..
nights everyone..
i promised i'd try.. how much longer, how much more i duno. but i'll give everything i can before i admit defeat. i just hope its enough and that it wont be for nothing..
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
OMG. andy is getting married. i never tot i will saythis. haha. its jus weird. this means i'll never get the chance le. hai..
one more project to go. and one more mth + 5 days before i officially leave NUS.
wow damn fast.
cant wait to get out of here!
p.s i miss my boy..
one more project to go. and one more mth + 5 days before i officially leave NUS.
wow damn fast.
cant wait to get out of here!
p.s i miss my boy..
