hais.
why become like tt...

today my office had a slapping incident. and i became part time PI.
but only for a while.
and actually though i complain that it sucks to do all these shit evn though i am a prog exec. but i mus admit it has made my day more interesting. hahaa my life is more interesting.
all thanks to thse people.

but still i would prefer if they didnt chose such a time to do this to me. because i am freaking busy.
but then, i like to hav my own rest time and not think about work. so i still leave on the dot and after 7pm. i am in 'play and enjoy mode'. i try to, AT LEAST.


sometimes i feel like i'm really the lowest of the low.
i'm very confused.
is it possible for me to just take sometimes and dont give anything in return?
communicate communicate. how do pple communicate?
is it the longer 2 people are together, the more we shouldnt care about the other party's feelings?

nonetheless, i really can see ure treating me nice. and believe me. i will always want to treat u better. although there ar times i wish i dun and cant feel anything at all.

3 years 1 month. jus like any other r/s, mine had its ups and downs. i dont dare to say that we've been through the worst. but we've gone through quite alot of bad and good things together.

and through the bad things, i stood still.
my heart was steady, my heart was sure.

today i sat in bus 51, and some memories flooded my mind.
i remember sitting on the bike, it was pouring and u were trying to make urself look big to shield me from the rain. i remember stopping under the bridge to wait for the rain to be smaller. i remember the times that i almost dozed off while sitting and u were so afraid that i would fall, that you tried to hold me while you rode. i remember you always complained that tampines was very far, but you still rode all the way to see me. even if it was jus to see me for that 1 hour or so.
when i was down, you brought me to east coast to cheer me up, you gave me roses to make me smile.. everything because my smile was worth it.

but i also remembered the quarrels.. i remembered the times when my tears they no longer mattered.. the shouting and the hurtful words..

somehow something u said is stuck in my head the whole day, '我们在一起的时候没有珍惜对方。'

ive always appreciated your small little gestures.. i seem to remember all the good things and the bad things are quite a blur now. i can forgive, but i still cant forget completely. certain things left quite a deep scar. but i'm standing here..

with all the shit we've gone through. i'm still here. i think ive done my part to show how much i care and love u..

i hope these 3 years meant something to you too. maybe i'm jus another girl to you, but ure not just another guy to me.

happy 3 years 1 month.
may we have more happy times and less sad times ahead.
may we learn to appreciate and love each other more.



anyway alot of courses. 13th 14th 17th 18th 24th. faints.

hahaha the damn blogspot.
cannot post pics one day. then create post also cannot suddenly.

DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT MAN!

anyway
some pics.
and i see if can.. one video.

going out soon le..






darling's birthday - 13/07/09





RBL


introducing my ahmas.. :)

alright. gary's here! bye pple!

stress, tired.


thanks for the surprise! :)

my phone bill 160plus bucks! yikes. all the internet's fault.

没钱了...