and he is the one that will wash and blow dry your hair when you're dead tired. and he is the one that will stay up all night to check your temperature when you're sick. and he is the one that will hold on tightly to your hands, and whisper words of encourgement when you're fearing those obstacles in life. and he wil...l be the one, that will never fail to say " i love you " every single day.

i duno why.. but i feel so..
irritated and stress and tired.
lookin forward to see uuuuuuu :D

kenna arrow.
hais. dunno why.

may things remain well. friday is a holiday! i wan to slp more.. and gina on sat! omg.. finally :D

i hope ive been helping my friends well..
sorry if i cant really be there sometimes..

love :)

been very tired lately..
OT the past 2 nights.. and more nights to come.

lookin forward to massage! :)

going HQ now.. freak it.

KL trip with val on 5th Nov 2009



















yeah man. anyway i enjoyed! haha get away from singapore. see new kinda things.. go to the airport. buttttt i seriously would have enjoyed more if i was at some beachy resort i think. really different from sg. jeee.

but ive no friends.
haaha. and more imptly, no $$.

was thinking of doing something while in KL.
but.. think bettr not.
some people really .. hai.

i wish for more honesty..
wish for just you and me.. :)




but.. i also wan go taiwan, bkk to shop! :)
damn it. hahaah i jus love to get out of here.
someone pls give me money!

anyways... had my appraisal.
hmm not verrrryyyy welll of coz.
but.. some good things. so.. i guess it should be a confirm.
keep fingers crossed ba. :)

alot of craziness around me now. emo-ness and craziness.
im going crazy too..


cant wait to see u ..
im sorryyy... i know i always disturb u :X

its been good so far..
*pray*

Everywhere I go.. See her face, someone looks like her.

The nose, hair, face shape.
Irritating.
I think I need to try harder somehow..

N freaking slpy. Dunno why..

Miss u ..
Sorry to disturb u..

N looking forward to meeting grace.

2012 was not bad... :) abit exaggerating... N the Russian pilot quite cute.. Hehe 2.5 hours..




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ive been happy the past few days.
so i wish things to stay the same :)

if theres anything that will hurt me again..
i hope i can get rid of it.
personally i wish to make someone disappear.
but i'm not so powerful nor i think its up to me
yes. coz i have no right to request for that.
so.. i have to live it.

i wish to get rid of the fear.
cuz i dun wan to create something out of nothing.
but tiny part of me will ask, 'is there really nothing?'
if there is something. pls go away. goooo farrrr farrr away..
no second time liao ok?

i wan go holidayy.. everyone is going holiday..

Btw, anyone wants to do flag day. 3 hours only. 5th december.
for a super good cause.
http://www.habitat.org.sg/

register with me k!
haha.. i not sure if i allowed to bring non-resident..
will discuss with my boss tmr.
hopefully he comes. looks like he wont be coming.. he sick..
if i sick. u all know why liao.

Deeparaya with eunos crescent RC on sunday. which means i have to work!
hooorrrayyyy!!!!
will take pics of my aunties performing.. :D
decorations need to be done, performance hopefully ok, tickets to give out, volunteers to arrange.

and jus finished typing minutes! omg. actually dont see i always slack slack. got lots to do
jus procrastinate sometimes and drown myself.
and always kenna aimmmmmmm....
next sat another meeting.. then got RBL.

but 2012 with fang qi later :)

thank you anna for the cookies! yummyyyyy :D

and i wan meet gina~~ wheres this busy girl.

next week even worse. start the outreach to 309 units at night!!!! so most of my nights will be burnttt.

advance happy birthday to my dearest dad. tmr he will be 59 years old.
next yr 60, mus celebrate big big.
so i mus save money!

appraisal very soon. think i will stay/go?
bonus how?
hais.

and some of my friends.
hais.
drift away.
nobody cares anymore i think.

it sucks to be the one who cares.

Stupid teeth might cost me more money than expected.. Shit...

Later massage, meet eileen, jj, yanling.. Haha it's a good off day.. Tmr mahjong.. Sunday jogging with Anna, monday gawp :)

Hehe feel happier.. Some work stuff to clear on Monday..

Hope the something I'm worried about is actually nothing..
It's abit fishy..

And looking forwrd to tues! :)



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Dunno to be happy or sad about yest.

I hope u didn't lie. At least now we can resolve things together.
If u did,we will jus be stuck.

Maybe really can start again..
Need time n patience..
U willing?

Haven post pics yet. Will do so
Soonn... :)

i'm starting to hate birthdays.
i'll try to change next yr.
but this year.
i hate birthdays.
every birthday that i celebrated reminds me of how sucky my day went

Hai .. I need to forget all this..
How

Back from kl! :) hahaha not bad.. Except I think would be better if 3d2n at a resorty place.. Away from city and so maaanny ppl...

Mj right after that.. Shiokk! :)


Watching chelsea vs man u soon! :)

I feel happy. But I know there's something. There's jus something..

I hate ppl who lie.
I hate ppl who treats me with no respect.
I hate ppl who take me for granted

Gosh work tmr.. Need to start finihing some stuff :)




Always alone....









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i hate her.

i hate it that i dunno whats going on..
good la.
good for u
if its wat u want then wat can i do right...

argh. forget it...

i feel like getting out of here. 1 year 2 years.
so many sad things
its not like anyone will care right. or anyone notice my absence

yeah

damn it la

my phone went bonkers.

called to ask u for help.
wrong timing...
everything gone sia!! except for my contacts.


:) was happy the past few days..
I'm afraid I can't be too happy..
Cuz somehow something mus upset me.. Hai..



Looking forward to fri!!!