oh-life ♥

ha. i finally got my marketing mod!! whOOppPPeee!

okies. i'm here to post.. gonna be long anot i not sure.. but i'm feeling abit sick so i'll try to make it short.

yest i was in the bus. self-reflection time. i tot about 2007. and i realised i started it badly and it ended quite badly too. maybe it was the 3 Cs that dashed everything. maybe i was jus too tired, mentally and physically. nothing like the 2007 i tot i was gonna have. so i told myself 2008 was gonna be better. in some aspects, it had already been worse, but theres still time.

so i promised to myself that i will do these few things. give my best at doing these things.

1. give my relashp more space.

i realise when pple start to meet each other more often, they expect alot of things from each othr. and they jus want to meet more and more and this causes pressure. this is wat i mean by unhealthy. its only unhealthy if somebody in the relashp feels pressured to meet the other.

2. my friends.

i think i'm neglecting my frens. hahha if i feel distant away from them, should be my fault rite.. or maybe its the other way round. annyhows someone gotta do something.

3. control my damn mouth.

my mouth got me into LOTS of trouble. sometimes when i'm angry, agitated, excited, blah.. i jus blurt things out. and say things w/o thinking of consequences. and so 2008, i'm gonna try to THINK THINK THINK before saying things.

4. be more relaxed about things.

2007 i was quite paranoid. and still abit now. led to alot of quarrels. see jingyuan only quarrel. never see also quarrel. keep thinking my frens dun wan me alrady.. so i mus relax! dun jump to conclusions. dun be judgemental.

okies. somethings i've learnt and wan to share with my frens... its mostly about relashp so dun need to read on if u dun wan to.

like i've said earlier, if 2 pple love to spend 24 hours a day with each other.. thats fine as long as neither of them feels pressured to do so. they should both enjoy the 24 hours together. then thats not unhealthy at all. and neither you nor me can judge.

theres no need to talk 3 to 4hours everyday. a few msgs here and there, a 10 mins call here and there if ure busy is very reasonable. then when he/she is more free, he/she will be able to talk to you longer right? no pressure. (actually i never expected 3 - 4 hours everyday, but thru the quarrels, i have CONFIRMED this.)

theres more, but i'm tired..
cant think suddenly.. so will post again. with pictures. hehe. cute ones. i go play my psp then slp le.. nights everyone.

to jingyuan: i'm sorry darling.. i hope time will really be on our side. :) if i do anything and it causes u alot of pressure, please let me know. i wont do it. i assume alot of things, but we're not a normal couple, i shouldnt be assuming all these things, coz i know u cant do it and i cant do it. yet i keep forcing it out from you and me. thanks for trying so hard to spend more time with me. really really appreciate it. pls dun stop trying, cus i wont too.