sometimes its the things i DONT say .. are actually the things that are the ones that really matter and bother me..

so u think you know me well?
no u dont..

im hopeful for the next week
but
alot of things are bothering me now..
must not be selfish.

aiyah
why mus everything mess up..

getting mixed signals from people

i lost my camera
90% sure of it
hai
very sad
found back the earrings lost the camera
what the hell..
dun understand why such a fucking big bag i still can lose it

then need to buy again
spend money again
birthday never take any pics.

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes though :)

watched the back up plan and although it wasnt a terrific show
but i think
somehow
reminds me of myself
also duno why
i jus really think that nobody will stay by ur side
on paper, seems like i have everything

but i always feel that all these things.. are so.. superficial
like i never really have them
and once i have them
i really cant just let it go like tt

and then my actions will just drive these people away
maybe i'm never really satisfied with my life..

i still cant cant cant cant trust people fully
24 goddamn years
and im sorry to everyone out there.
i think i know how it mus feels like to not be trusted

must learn to deal with these trust issues
hope theres more time for me
so that i wont be hugging some bolster to slp at night when im pregnant with twins. and regret everything (its from the movie)

thanks people for being so patient with me

hai
currently my life kinda sucks
WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK
but then i need more $$$
because i lost the stupid camera

now i cant even upload pics in my blog to make it more interesting

anyway HONGKONG! sep!
but genting first!!!

good luck to all my dear friends having exams now
love u all! :)

i seriously think im not lucky in gambling
gone RWS two times liao ...
maybe stick to the jackpot
haha

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