this is jus one of the bad days i guess.

i duno. issit? quite alot of bad days this mth.

ever wonder if ure doing enough? for ur loved ones, be it ur family, ur frens, ur bf/gf?
somehow watever you do, seems to be unappreciated, unwanted, unneeded.
looked upon as not necessary and somehow, u jus make things worse.
u think ure helping, ure being nice, understanding. but words got in the way.
u say things that dun express what u really feel.
then how?
u think u can show it by actions. by somehow, actions also dun convey what u mean to sae..
then how?

for me, i feel lost. i feel like i cant seem to do anything to make the situation better.
and i say insensitive things..

then we start blaming. we say that its all the other person fault becoz he/she dun understand, dun appreciate. but whose to know that the other person is thinking the same way.
and thats how quarrels start. a happie week ending in an unhappie mood..
getting hurt and hurt others in the process..

i duno.. what can i do?
i need some guide.

ive got 2 term papers due next week. one on mondae and one on thurs. not started. but i just dun have the mood.
no, i dun feel like moving.
i wan to escape.

fcking phantom of the opera.

pedicure today!! super happiee.. hehe even though broke le. :(

alright, pat scolding me for sundae's fotos le. so here they are!

@ Settlers



this is the bidding game...



another rare pic: me, pat



we played scrabble! haha. we're very intellectual pple okiiess..



gary: heck scrabble la, i damn hungry. gonna eat first.



willie: stupid gary, only know how to eat. come, let birthday boy help set up.



gary: willie, u better think harder if you want to score more than 8pts each time.
willie: i'm thinking la. cant you see..



gary gf (grace), gary



grace: hmph, u sure cannot guess the answer one.



willie: let me give u a hard one...



i'm black and i am the loser. gary played cheat!!



pat deep in tot...



pat: u all just give me the ans laa.. pretty please?



last look @ settlers



me! hehe. always have time for my narcissism.

hi! welcome to my blog..




haha. celebrated peiyi 21st birthday on fridae @ East Coast Park!

jus reached home. ah. another crazy day. have to rush my geog project editing. well, i think we really lack concepts and the analysis is not strong enuff. sorry if i hurt anyone's feelings. but thats jus wat i think. its not that i think i can make it a A+ project. but i need concepts in an essay. to show that we have read, understood and can apply wat we have learnt...

well told py about my depress mood. been thinking lately about my frenships. i feel i have no going out frens. i have frens. but they are all in groups. like GAWP, GPALS. and val of coz. but val and i dun go out alot. hahaa. and since we see each other so many daes in a week. maybe we shouldn meet outside sch also.. but i noe. initiative. yes. of coz. i'll ask my frens out. everyone seems too busy though. either that or timings mismatch. so i jus got into this depress mood. well hopefully things get better. when its the holidays..

i had a hair cut yesterday! and my hair is pong pong now. coz of the layer n the thinning. hmm. n my fringe is quite short. so i am super not used to the look. i wan my hair to grow quick! gosh. ugly fotos to come follow. hopefully i'll be able to do something to make it not so er xin.


celebrating my grandma birthday! ( chinese new year day 2...)










on my way to grandma houseee....

lets put the candles on the cake!

wow, so many to put... hehe. we need more hands!





finally, beautiful and super nice swensen ice cream cake! hehe.



happie birthday to uuuuu... happy birthday to u....




WOooooOO! she used ONE breath! *claps*



family (w/o dad) with grandma. we all putting our heads forward.. duno why..



grandchildren time!




lai lai lai.. all the aunties come sit....



grandma with daugthers. hehe.


alright... thats all time to watch fann wong...