at this moment,

i really jus want to give everything up and hibernate

i really cant wait to get out of this country.
in the past few months, i made alot of mistakes and i feel really up one moment and down th next.
so i need to get out of here.

super no mood to study liao.

i know i shouldnt be like tt. i know i should study. i shouldn think about playing, about other things.
but i CANT

all i really want to do is watch tv, watch my matches, do the things that i like and see the pple i wan see. why so difficult??

everyone doing their own things, busy with their own lives, who has the time for each other?
all that i say here i'm saying to virtually no one. coz no one has the time to read and care about other pple lives. we're all jus struggling to find time and fit pple in. do we really have to be THAT busy?

why do we have so many freaking things to do, and why do we HAVE to do so many things?

bad mood today. it mus be the bloody weather again.

i cant wait for the 11th. i need to get away from this life for a while.. 4 days. better than nothing. seems that me being here is causing some unhappiness. so when i'm not here, you can do all you wan. i wont pressure u. i wont NEED you to call me. i wont need anything from u.

maybe i should get out of the country more often hahha. i'll save money. anyone wants a holiday feel free to call me kies. :)



cheers to our own lives! :D