i'm still doing things on impulse.
still pressurising you.
i'm sorry.
i really am..
never my intention to force.
its jus a reaction.
i jus destroyed everything againn..

at first i was quite unhappy. coz u late..
but nvm, i really appreciate u making the effort to wake up early. and come pay for me. jus sit there and wait for me to fininsh. and pay.
i really very touched.
i know u care. if not u wouldnt even bother to wake up so early and drag urself to something thats not even ur problem.

u think i dun see ure doing something for me. but i can SEE IT.
I CAN FEEL IT.
i never take it for granted.

has anyone seen someone so hopeless before?
i wont be hurt if u care for me.
i'm thankful.
i appreciate.
that at least u still give a damn
when the whole world dont understand me, dont support me, dont care for me,
i hope i turn back and ure there.

because if it were to happen to u,
i'll be there. behind, beside.
u dunno how lucky right to have someone who will always support u..
because she has always stood there, u kicked her out so many times, shes still there.
so she deserves to be kicked a few more times?
or does she deserve to be appreciated cuz she stood by u through the years?

fate brought us together, commitment forced me to leave.
fate brought us together again, pressure forced you to leave this time.
fate brought us together again x2, commitment forced you to leave again.
wheres fate? let me talk to him/her. ask her why he/she likes to trick me?
why he/she likes to play with my feelings?

fortune teller say i will meet a man this year and get married next year.
if it really happens, this man mus be a fantastic man.
because right now, my heart only has u.