so what have i been up to nowadays
maintaining HPA
setting up MDC
and.. this little cutie came into my life on 15th May 2011
Cotton
then work, many weekends burnt
oh and tuition ..
so i need some time to MIA for awhile, from friends esp.
thank god no birthdays this month. but anyway i look and feel damn cui. no life in me to party or to run around or to even shop.
just wan to maintain myself.
why doing so many things? cause $ is never enough. and setting up the blogshops allow me to earn $ while im doing & not doing my full time job.
and soon, need to get a house, neeed to get married.
want to be pretty and want to travel.
so many things to do and i dont wanna wait till im 35 where the wrinkles apppear and the freckles are beyond repair or the scars on my legs are still there. & my hairrrr, 25 goddamn years with this lousy hair, and i jus wanna change all that.
n it means $$$$
so many things that i WANT.
so im sorry that i keep rejecting people to go out/ or that i dont seem to be interested.
im jus tired. im still interested i still can talk/listen. but maybe i realy jus cant keep going out for the moment.
hopefully i have understanding friends who doesn think that ive become so engrossed with $$ that i forget my friends or now that 'i am ok, i dont need my friends anymore'.
which is completely untrue.
and most prob nobody reads my blog already anyways. but this is too long to be posted on fb or twitter.
and ive no time to meet my friends or call one by one to explain, because i'll sound like a lunatic.
anyway i love u all.
thanks for being there when it mattered and hope still continue to be.
esp my family whos trying to accomodate cotton and taking care of her
and the bf who fetches us up and down and fights for cotton to stay.
and to all i've asked advice about my cotton and have responded in anyway.
most prob i'll need a few months to settle down, then i'm going to sch!
god.
the nightmare is going to continue.
im tired and upset lately, mainly cause of my work.
should i stay or should i go
hanteen says i might change job at the end of the yr.
there will be opportunities, and its up to me whether i wanna grab them.
my future seems very rough sailing.
