hi. i think it hurts.

its raining damn heavily now. supposed to meet grace do social psych. at least get it done and we have lesser things to rush over the next 2 daes. yup yup. damn stress. but i really cant be bothered with projs when i am feelin sick. i've got a presenation due on wed. and a proj due on wed. xq. i noe u are stress. n i can dare sae i somehow understand how u are feeling. i also have 3 proj due this coming week ya. i'm lucky that its not due on monday. yet. u are one healthy living thing. time we can manage. but health i cant control. well anyways, take care.

hate proj. always somehow manages to make me angry at one pt or another. things that i dun understand. pple that i dun understand. wanted to blog something yest. really felt like scolding the person here. but.. i think i'll jus let it rest. jus to say this, i did not fake my illness nor exaggerate it. i went to slp hoping that i could be better n enjoy celebrating but it turns out that i woke up with a fever. i dun think its my fault? but obviously. to some pple. u need to explain things to them. in details. if not. they dun seem to believe u. which makes life sad. yaah. thats what i feel. that pple think i am overdramatic bout me being sick. sad rite. what are frens for?

really happie to see py nick changed to pEiyi - choices. enjoyed! at least i hope shes referring to the outing on sat.

at least i not vomitting now. diarrhoea only. thanks esp to some pple who bothered to ask me how i am and to ask me to take care. listening to yanming's some videoclip russell peter thing. standup comedy. damn funnie. . haha i actually have mic in this lousy laptop. well, i think its at these times where u noe who ur frens are. at least u noe whos not selfcentred.

i really didn mean to be sick ok. not that it would ruin anyones life. but i feel guilty becoz somethings had to be cancelled. on a supposedly celebrative day. sad that i cant join in the fun. but haha. suay lah. weelll.. hopefully next time bah. anywae. my bdae coming soon liao! another excuse for us to enjoy. keke. i also want everyone to wear nice nice and take lots of pics! haha but i very simple. i wanan go to a place to have a good dinner ( i will choose the place). so basically, u all dun have to do much. haha. jus look ur best!

lookin forward to may. got a few celebrations planned. hope i get thru this sem well. jiayou everyone.

andy won! too bad i couldn watch the livescore. hai. i slping like 20 hours a dae. but waking up every 2-3 hours to vomit or go toilet. it really sucks. i feel damn weak. i think i need to get out n breathe in some fresh air.

hungrys. wat can i eat later? porridge? yucks. nice weather to slp.. i go bathe le. ciaos.