hungry. my stomach is rumbling but cant eat. duno wat to eat.. i'm sick of porridge. sick of tasteless stuff. damn it. anywae watever that i eat. will be out soon. wats the pt rite u say? i duno. at least my stomach was full for one min?

i got a bloody suay life. mother kenna robbed yest. f those two malays. i not prejudiced and ive never been a racist. so whats wrong with this world? i cant even have a good nite rest. my mother panicked voice woke me up. 3 policemen. a few passer bys. i keep wanting to go toilet. my life is in a mess. may. please quickly come. i cant wait liao. some pple i wanan see. some pple i dun. think i'll see the doc later again. the diarrhoea med is not working well. its been 4 days?

really. how suay can someones family get? ahh. nvm. life comes and i'll take whatever u throw at me. cannot take it then jus die lor. haha. fatalistic adeline is back.

recently, love my bed more n more. all i wanna do is lie on it. comforter. nice fluffly pillows. hide from the world. hide from proj. hide from frens. i guess the positive thing that comes out from this. is that i slimmed down. haha. i remember the auntie telling me," u need to lose 3kg then very nice liao." hmmm was that some sort of curse? nahhhh. but i still panda-ish!!!

ohhhh. theres another good thing. but thats another time. -unsure-

welll..heaven. i think my family have suffered enuff. move on k? or better still, stop making fun of us human beings. before i stop believing in u. becoz heaven is not cruel rite?

pats back! with lots of goodies. but she lost a luggage.. depressed for her. toking to her always makes me feel better. missed her loads over the past few daes. dun ever doubt ur importance in my life.