blogging everydae. quite free ah me. hmmm went out with aims: get a job, get present. come back: nothing achieved.

the recruit express guy didnt seem optimistic bout val n me. daniel. hmm seriously thinking bout changi airport. sales. my type? luxury beverages? whaat the heck. jus call lah. tml i guess.

i'm a horrible sis. didnt managed to get the present. should have bought earlier. coz jo bdae is tml. went out came back nothing. becoz why. rush home to have birthday dinner. came home. no one bathe. no one change. hang around. my sis doesn wanna go celebrate. aim of dinner: celebrate her birthday. birthday ger doesn wanna go. aimless dinner. "later?" then i should have been able to bought her present rite. why doesn anyone tell me anything bloody thing? its always later later later. my world dun revolve around U, u noe? but its my fault. coz she scored badly and yet here i am forcing her to celebrate her bdae. i'm bloody mean and unappreciative of her moood.

i told her le. study 2 weeks beforehand. she got 9 bloody subjects. she think study one dae before (e.g. history) she can score. hai. poor thing its her bdae tml n shes got such ugly news.

conclusion: my fault. almost entirely. coz everytime i angry only i win. the world is unfair. adeline always wins. HAHA. but nobody noes why i angry. but issit true that when i angry i win? then why am i feeling like the one suffering?

hai. this is wat i've been doing to all my frens.. my maybes and my laters. coz i jus seem to be too busy. with wat? i duno. i really dun wanna promise u all then break that promise. i dun see the pt. so i'm sorry. but i think this situation of mine is different.

hmm
was thinking bout this in the bus. tengyu told asked me if i knew where centro is. i told him uhm ( even though i duno wat it stand for and means. dumb rite? ) welll. seriously. i do this alot. not becoz i wanan seem smart. but i feel like if i ask question, i break the flow of conversation. n i did noe where the one fullerton was le. so i wasnt really interested in knowing anything else.

sometimes i also uhm when i duno. becoz i dun feel like carrying on the conversation. yeah. one of my darkest secret. but dun worry... i selllllldddddddddddom do this. unless u really pissing me off or boring me off. but ive got such lovely frens. :)

wonder if u all do this?