jamie cullum tml! :) supposed to enjoy myself. but i'm feeling guilty. becoz i let 3 other pple down. is this supposed to happen? no. i already pangseh my fren once. i cant do it again. not when hes paying for the tix as a bdae gift. hahaha. suuuuupppppper belated. but i appreciate it nonetheless. thanks alot though u wun be readin this. i hope blogspot never closes down. coz when i die. i want people to read about my life. the ups and the downs. everyone single one person who has touched my life in some way. thank u.

so why the guilt? coz gawp has not met for aaaagesss. i wanna take pics tml. 2 years. how much have we changed? besides getting fatter lah. haha. taller? haahaahaa. hai. i'll miss the board games session. the last time we met at parkway, i also missed half the meeting.. maybe its me. have my priorities changed?

its been an eventful week. esp the day before. making me wonder about life again. sianz. i hate it when i do this. coz i am a pessimist. so i can only think bout it getting worse. haha. looking forward to july though. get $$ and earn $$. but meet tml also good. means my fridae is free for the essay. essay vs push cart. the latter suddenly seems interesting. haha *smashes away the tot*. i believe once i start i will be absorbed into it.

tuition to be cfmed. i wonder if i can cope 3 daes a week when sch starts. mus plan timetable properly. pick lect to skip carefully. suddenly i miss clubbing. :( how i wish i cann dance dance away everything. mayb next mth. keke. i shall facial on mondae. hmm GPALS meeting on next fridae! creative.. wheres my commission. end of week coming liaoz..

wah yest gelare halfpx. i was so tempted to sit at my stall and waffle away. REN.. next week also cant work many daes le. DAMN IT. i jus read my scv bill. $101 for 2 mths. they charged me for the loss of the remote! asssholes. i returned it lor. grrrr. 30 bucks can eat a good meal or buy at least one tee.

hai. everyone is really trying to kill me. paranoia. blooody world cup. back to essay...