hmm. somethings i dun understand. n i dun feel like pressing for an ans. ive been told that i am a person who seems to want an explanation for eveyrhting and i should jus chill it. am i? i'd like to think that i am someone whos unpredictable and ungeneralised. but i guess. i am quite general afterall. i like to explain everything becoz too many misunderstandings have occured. pple jus simply expect the other to understand and accept. can we? ( see i try to explain stuff again)

i dunno lah. i dun like my life to jus whoosh past me and i jus blur blur go along. well. but if u all dun wanan explain to me. its fine. i will respect ur decision.

anwayas. kayaking was fun! though. my arms hurt like shit and back hurt. but was great to feel the sun and sea and wind and be exercising. well. the ice mocha kept me awwke till 3. when i was supposed to slp at 1. grrr... tuitioned at 10. hai. hopefully althea quickly msgs me.

i really didnt mean to change the timing. forget it. i'll jus see how. excited about next week! hehe. got quite fun things to do. take pics take pics. mos anyone? clubbbin? maybe should jus wait for the bash. ahha.

maybe i should do something about it. like what. trying my best. maybe i'm not trying hard enuff.

i dun wanan hurt anyone. pls.

a part of me died when i let you go.