i really dun wanna bore u all with my posts. but cant help it. sometimes jus have too many feeligns and things.

duno wats happening to my frenships. haha. i didnt mean to not tell anyone that i am attached. oki. I AM ATTACCHED. everyone happie?

its jus funnie that i get questions like, " how come u didnt tell me?" errr coz i dun announce to the world? n everyone sounds hurt. n i feel hurt, coz i feel that its my fault. but i dun really see the logic. eveyrones busy. everyone got their troubles. i dun get to meet u all, dun get to tok, n since i have this stopid blog. everyone noes my life and all. i really make it a pt to let u all noe my life. i mean. since u all cant be bothered to share with me ur life, i'll share with u mine. whether u bother to read about mine anot, thats another matter. haha. lets be optimistic and think that tere are pple who actually cares k.

anywaes. back to pt. ya. 1i duno. seriously, am quite tired to maintain some relashps. ive tried my best already. its like when u all jio me out, ive never said no de lor. always coz sick or something then i wun go. gawp, gpals. both the same. not trying to haolian or wat. but i really treat u all very very super well. coz i noe where my priorities lie. i noe that eveyone is busy, to be able to have a common time is so difficult. i mean, this kinda thing i no need say de. u all should noe le.

n if i dun say, then maybe its coz. i dun feel like saying? i think u all dun wanna hear about it? u all never ask? i dun think its appropriate to say? i dunno la. arrgh. i'm sorrry to sound so pissed off. but its supposed to be a happie thing, n now i am like feeling i did something wrong...
well, maybe coz i did this to grace. haha. karma. damn it.

watched i not stupid2 on mondae. cried like mad.

it feeels great to have someone appreciate ur presence. like," i am so glad to have u in my life." "u never fail to brighten up my dae" thanks for being there". i swear to myself. i will say all this shit. coz i noe now how great it feels to hear such stuff. i really wanna thank val for at least havin that tot to pei me. aha maybe u werent thinking carefully when u said it. its like 4 bloody hours. lucky i have to dye haiir next week. aha.

thurs! okies. working full day tml. nites everyone. SCHUMI WON!!! watch out alonso and renault. kkeke. next up andy @ www.rcatennis.com