slowly turning into anti social mode. jus duno leh. sort of want to nua at home then when i see my frens so busy. i jealous. hahaa. i go into the "i dun have frens mode"

hai. sick. n plans tml in jeopardy. not that i want to skip it right. but. i really dun wanan disappoint. i also dun wan to be sick de. hai. hopefully i can make it for both. yawns. 15 mins to the match. a 7min weird penalty. and i am slpy already. its 1-1! 30 mins

okies. back to topic. i jus ruin pples lives. look at how f-up my previous relationships ar. anybody with a good mind should noe that they shouldnt fall for me. then nobody's feelings get hurt.unhappie with the current situation but i cant do anything bout it. its always nice to have pple care for u and sae nice things ya. but prob is most of us jus get carried away. absorbing all these nice things and lead pple on. making think they are special and oh so impt in our lives. do we really treat everyone like they are very impt in our lives?argh. sorrie if i sound mean or cruel. i jus wished things were more simple. maybe i am the one complicating things?

ha. ben let me listen to this super nice song!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARHyRI9_NB4 she compose herself de. aha.

cant wait for wed though. i'm happie that i dun need to work on wed. fridae this week. super weird. one dae nia but its at cine. till midnite. feel free to find me. wahahaha.

last year todae. i was goin thru hell. this year... everything seems better, much better. jus abit more. jus need abit more.

i think i'lll go to Boston.. where no one knows my name..