gosh, i'm becoming regular once again. hahahaa. not really la. jus some complaints here n there and. well. its all words, so pardon me. no fotos to whore about n certain nothin much about myself to whore. except panda eyes..

well my darling is going to field camp tml. jus ended a really good conversation. the one where normally pple would quarrel but jus not us. woot. *beams* at least we were able to tok aboout emotions. n i think thats impt. ive been witholding but todae, i felt like i jus had to sae it. if not very xin ku. immature, chldish, dependent. watever u wanna sae me. i jus somehow cant stand it. oh nvm. it will pass.

grrr. tok about gender prooject now. gossip. hehe. theres this guy. L in my project grp. who was super paranoid about how much marks we will give him for his contribution. i tried to understand his pt of view becuz he got backstabbed before. BUT, hes too overboard. the ger (J) emailed the teacher the contribution form already. then he keep pestering her to tell 'us' what % she gave each of us. NOW. i sae 'us' becoz i didnt felt the need to noe. i mean. i bloodily did work n i deserve at least an equal contribution if not more. but he, i get the feeling that he scared we backstab him so he show us maciam he do alot of things. ya. anywae he kept demanding that we all give each other = %.
then ASSIGNED ME to do for everyone then we jus sign on it as a form of agreement. come on la. really man. wth. sec sch or wat. where got pple like tt. no.1 its damn obvious, defeat the purpose. n what have u got to be scared of. J at first said that no need worry she gave everyone same. i told him tt dun worry, even if 1% diff wun matter much. when J admitted that (after he FORCED her) some got 26% some got 24%, he was damn sarcastic. he said,"jus now u were so honest la, said u gave everyone = haha" damn it. ive never seen a more paranoid guy.
well, L asked me if i noe J well. n one dae he jus promptly announced that i was to be his soci parrtner and this other ger. n he pte msn me that J eng wasnt good and he wanted to redo her part. this is bad. i feel like his accomplice. becoz i noe all this things but i dun wan badmouth him in front of her. [ guys are ok, u all are jus audience :)] ya. becoz theres already tension between them. n he haolianed to me that he will buy 21 presents for his gf 21 bdae. if not he say, i would say so sweet! now its jus haolianed. grr.

omg. then hor, in the mrt a few nites ago. theres this guy who was drunk. i didnt realise until he seemed 'unstable' literally. he was swaying abit. at first i tot mrt move then he's a unbalanced guy (could be wat, how i noe!?) .. after tt i realised mrt stop also he was swaying about. so i turned up to look at him ( i was sitting hehe), then i smelled the beer. gosh. he was standing in front of me. so i gave him a few 'diao' llook. he kept swaying about and hitting the guy behind him. i was so worried he wil fall on me lor. wah liao. remember to warn me, not to be drunk or not to be a nusiance when i'm drunk k. jus take cab home or rather puke finish then cab home.

hmm an old man help me close window!!! hahahaa. its so embarrassing. happened last week. but ive been too depressed to tok about it. i was taking 95 home then it started drizzling. didnt really affect me much, but model citizen, ahem, dun wan seats wet so the other passengers can sit. i tried to close the windown once, cant. then few mins later, close, still cannot. i was irritated with the guy in front though, his side, the rain was like splashing in. n he didnt even care!! so inconsiderate. now the uncles behind me mus have seen all my chou shi. so the thrid time i tried, stlll cant!! then i saw a hand reach out and close for me. whoopps. i jus turn abit and sae 'xiexie'. argh. conclusion, i am a weak woman!!! hate.

alright. i cant remember much le. been too bogged down by worries n fat. hais. studyin tml nite~~ wish me lucks. i needa eat med and slp. 7 days. woot.

i dont know much,
but i know i love u,
and that may be all i need to know.