got back my one and only mid term test paper and the grade sucks. feeling pretty demoralised but what to do? maybe i didnt study hard enuff becoz i tot the test format seriously didnt need much mugging. maybe i was wrong.

but i still praise myself becoz ive been studying quite consistently, compared to last sem. as in, i'm doing my readings and all. so hopefully that will translate to better grades. but still its up to whats really in my head isnt it?

know that my frens are all under stress, Nus, Ntu, SIM, even dear pat who is in APMI, gonna face exams soon. just want tell all of u to jiayou! dun give up.. coz its jus really one more month of this torture. n we can heave a sign of relief!

well jus to share with u pple this story.

recently the bus that i was on (96), on my way to sch met with a small accident. i was quite traumatized that day actually. it was my first day back to sch after being sick and worrying about dengue fever. the vehicles were actually turning right at a junction. so cars moving forward had to stop rite? i saw this taxi moving quite fast and i was thinking whhy isnt he slowing down yet? before i knew it, he crashed right into the bus i was in. "oh my gosh", i said out loud. the taxi spun abit, and my bus continued to turn before it pulled to a halt.

parts of the taxi was falling out n the driver didnt move for a while. and we were all so worried. the ger in front of me kept looking back at the taxi with the 'is he alright?' look. our bus driver got off and walked over. the taxi driver came out too. thank god for him, the severely smashed part was the passenger seat next to him. he hit the front of our bus.

so i was thinking. this guy is definitely mad. maybe he didnt see the signal for him to stop? but maybe, he jus wanted to squeeze thru the vehicles that were turning right. there would be a small gap after each vehicle turned. if his speed was fast enuff, he would have made it. but if he was a few secs late. i didnt think he would be walking out of his cab. he would have crashed straight on.

please pple. i dunno why or where he is rushing to. but all of u who are driving, who have frens who are driving. pls. see properly. try not to act hero or smart aleck. seriously, how many times lucky can u get?

after that day, whenever i am travelling in a bus, i keep seeing images of some car crashing into the bus. even when i cross the road, i am quite afraid actually. not preaching about road safety jus sharing my experience. there is definitely some fear, not only for myself, but for others too.

alright... back to project time. ARGHhhHHHh..