this is jus one of the bad days i guess.

i duno. issit? quite alot of bad days this mth.

ever wonder if ure doing enough? for ur loved ones, be it ur family, ur frens, ur bf/gf?
somehow watever you do, seems to be unappreciated, unwanted, unneeded.
looked upon as not necessary and somehow, u jus make things worse.
u think ure helping, ure being nice, understanding. but words got in the way.
u say things that dun express what u really feel.
then how?
u think u can show it by actions. by somehow, actions also dun convey what u mean to sae..
then how?

for me, i feel lost. i feel like i cant seem to do anything to make the situation better.
and i say insensitive things..

then we start blaming. we say that its all the other person fault becoz he/she dun understand, dun appreciate. but whose to know that the other person is thinking the same way.
and thats how quarrels start. a happie week ending in an unhappie mood..
getting hurt and hurt others in the process..

i duno.. what can i do?
i need some guide.

ive got 2 term papers due next week. one on mondae and one on thurs. not started. but i just dun have the mood.
no, i dun feel like moving.
i wan to escape.