but, been pretty down last week.
suddenly. and no, its not PMS. just felt irritated with my meaningless life. this whole holidae, all i wanted was to earn money. but, somehow, things got in the way.
cant earn money, nvm. meet my frens. but things got in the way too. somehow they are forever busy, and i've got to book them one week, 2 weeks, in advance. as if they are some big shots and i'm the last thing they need in their life. but nvm, i appreciate the frens who are willing to initiate and ask me/other frens out. thank u. BIG ONE. organised a few outings this holiday. *proud of myself* not every one of them went successful but i've tried. if u feel personally offended i am sorry, but u shld. (yes. i am mean i noe, not to late for u to hate me.)
cant meet my frens, nvm. ive got my darling. and thats very impt to me.
and so, i am offended by sijie's tag. initially, i wasnt so offended. i was being nice, EXPLAINING to you my relashp and why i am so lovey dovey. and, if u think i am being mean blasting out at u here. then it should have occured to u that u were mean when u tagged.
now. i DO NOT need to explain or report or watever to u.. anything that happens in my relashp. its my biz. if ure reading this post. pls read this carefully.
no.1 . i treat u as a fren, and i am generally a nice fren. i may not be the best one u have, or anyone else has. but i am nice. and i am not kidding.
no.2 i noe u have been thru hell, i cant say i understand totally.. but i've tried. u wanted to chat, i chat. u wanted someone to listen, i listened. and ive experienced if not similar, almost similar extent of pain ure going thru.
no. 3 frens do not ask their frens to stop being lovey dovey. wHY? becoz if we treat them as frens, we are happie that they are happie. no matter how sad we are.
and i was really pissed. thankk goodness someone else has tagged. if u cant stand my lovey dovey-ness. then u better dun come my blog. becoz i intend to be happie and if u cant be happie for me.. then there is no pt. dun tell me u were joking, its not the first time u told me to stop it.
alright. phew. got that off my chest. sorry for being so wordy. but i think this applies to any of my fren. i'll be really mad if anyone says such thing again.
but these pics sum up my friday nite.
my lovely darling always tries his very best to make me happie. :D
sat, nua-ing day. rainrain.. but any day is great if ur loved one is around. :D
came back from grandma house today, haha. darling met my grandma and aunties. EAT is all they could say. and ORH is all he could say ( i helped him ORH a few times, hehe) .
celebrated my mum and mine super belated bdae. hehe. swensens ice cream cake! yummy. no pics again. all wear until very ugly. ahha.
came back to watch andy WIN! :D
happie weekend. blessed.
