watched my last ep of grey's anatomy.
and this is what i got...

i could promise to hold u.
and to cherish u.
i could promise to be there in sickness and in health.
i could say to death do us part, but i wont.
those vows are for optimistic couples.
the ones full of hope.
and i do not stand here on my wedding day,
optimistic or full of hope.
i'm not optimistic, i am not hopeful.
i am sure.
i am steady.
and i know.
that i AM a heart man.
i take them apart and i put them back together.
i hold them in my hands.
i am a heart man.
so this, i am sure.
ure my partner, my lover, my very best friend.
my heart, MY heart beats for u.
and on this day, the day of our wedding,
i promise u this.
i promise to lay my heart on the palm of ur hands.
i promise u, ME.