i was right about my prediction for my results. god. 3 Cs. i gonna faint. but i knew it.. next sem last one. mus pia hard.

been busy lately. dunnno with wat. but time jus flew by. 2 more weeks to start of next sem. and i feeling damn sad. but. everyone seems to be too busy to turn to. but maybe coz this is my own doing, so i shouldnt need to expect anything from others. jus shocked that i actually did better for my childhood and youth as compared to my education. hais. dun wanna tok about exams anymore.

at this moment. i hate my life. 3am in the morning. why am i still up..

i like to be needed and so, when i need pple.. i expect these pple to be around. esp those who i love (i.e. my frens, family, bf)
is it a very high expectation? am i being too naive?
do we not need pple around ourselves anymore?
is not about being indep or not.. why should we be indep. it feels better when u have pple around u to share ur happiness and sadness.. or am i wrong?

i'm so tired..

( a very emo post, i'll be alright soon. its the Cs getting to me, haha. and some other things i guess)