hmm.

if u have to choose between one of the 2 scenarios below.. which one will you choose?

to slp first then be awaken later.. then slp again. OR to stay awake.. then after that slp peacefully with no disruptions?


i noe if u slp first.. at least u get some slp.. but u just fell aslp.. n subconsciously still waiting.. then.. jus when u about to fall into a deep slp. the fone rings. and u got to get up. struggle to get back to slp (assuming the struggle takes 1 hour) .. and wake up maybe another 4 hours later.

then if u wait.. ure absolutely tired then when u come back to bed. no struggle at all. jus slp. and wake up another 5 hours later..

maybe it depends on what kind of a person you are? haha.
i dunno. some rubbish thing.. while waiting.

i'm seriously worried about my geog. i pray grace can work some magic. but i think we can submit like 1159pm on mondae. :D

ANYWAY, really no full timer man.. whats up with this world. god.. come over to my side and stay for a while. stop rushing here and there.

i really really would love to have a good night rest.. and a good morning. no calls. no jumping up and think that my fone is spoilt. no jumping out of the bed and think that i'm late.

hopefully the spa and massages will help after i grad. hahaa. :D

EDITED 5 mins later ..

got fulltimer. i jus know. :D may my nights be much better after this! wooohoo!



so

which one should i choose?

sometimes i dont wanna believe it.. but if something is coming, no matter how you try to avoid or block it from coming.. its gonna come.

maybe i've been dreaming all this while?