suddenly i'm not so looking forward to my trip anymore.

i wanna be mature about it. really. but BOTH of us are going.. cant u jus ATTEMPT to make an effort? watch one damn movie u also rely on me already..
argh. and i know. i'm going to have to plan the damn thingg.

i need suprise in my life. i really envy those couples i see on the streets. sure, they do have their fights and quarrels but they get to hug each other.. they get to whisper nice things to each other.. they get to be in their own world..

slept at 1plus yest.. hurraahhh.. almost almost 8hours of slp. felt great. starting my work @ SL le.. dont know if its a good thing or not yet..

think tml need to work. they never confirm with me. because all i hear is 'i'm busy' and 'i'm tired'.
so being the cgood worker. i will jus report for work tml. :)


the person is still there,
just right beside me..
but why do i feel that space between us