hais.

i'm supposed to be feeeling happy and blissful right.
but overreacted about something.
so not so happy now.
faith. contentment.
why do i always fall short of ur expectations?
is i'm not good enough? or ur expectations too high?

and i'm glad my friend seems better :D

andy in the 4th round liao!! yipeee.. ivanovic too. :) gonna watch tennis later...

i think u have motives.
i dun trust u.
u have alot of 小动作. and i know u did certain things on purpose.
but i'm not supposed to 胡斯乱想。i'm supposed to trust. and i will.
i always have faith. i am so 死缠烂裆.. that i'm amazed at how thick my skin can be. haha

i seem to have everything now... but i really fought hard to get these things. i suffered, endured, cried, scream, shouted and sacrificed certain things.. to come to this pt. to start things over again. with a job, with family, with friends, with him.
i never tot it was going to be easy. but i jus hope the effort.. no matter how big or small is appreciated.
and pls be contented with who i am.
be happy that u have me, as a friend, sister, daughter and gf.

i'm tryin to improve myself. as a whole..

i want to watch transformers. dun think its possible until thurs. haha.
i wan to stop hearing hurtful stuff.
i wan to stop being reminded of how lousy i am.
and i hate having periods.. they make me cranky, moody and emo-ish.

i'm now in charge of the Games Club and Dance Club! :)
mus introduce new games to them... hehe
dialogue session.. weekly visiting.. charts.. meetings... trainings.
god.

i hope u call me back.