today my office had a slapping incident. and i became part time PI.
but only for a while.
and actually though i complain that it sucks to do all these shit evn though i am a prog exec. but i mus admit it has made my day more interesting. hahaa my life is more interesting.
all thanks to thse people.

but still i would prefer if they didnt chose such a time to do this to me. because i am freaking busy.
but then, i like to hav my own rest time and not think about work. so i still leave on the dot and after 7pm. i am in 'play and enjoy mode'. i try to, AT LEAST.


sometimes i feel like i'm really the lowest of the low.
i'm very confused.
is it possible for me to just take sometimes and dont give anything in return?
communicate communicate. how do pple communicate?
is it the longer 2 people are together, the more we shouldnt care about the other party's feelings?

nonetheless, i really can see ure treating me nice. and believe me. i will always want to treat u better. although there ar times i wish i dun and cant feel anything at all.