i said so much rubbish..
but i left the words that i really wan to say unspoken.

i appreciate that u drove all the way here, and drove back jus to pass me the thingg.
i'm really happy to see u.
i really wanted to have a dinner with u..
but i'm afraid it will affect ur freedom, that it will irritate u somehow.

ure so happy when i'm not around that it pains me.
nobody to restrict u now..
how can u say i dun trust u.. when ure one of the few that i trust most in the world.






a year le.. since the last grand prix..
i miss the smiles.
i miss u..

i dun even know what u feel now..


嬉笑 打闹 拥抱

留下了那么多开心合照

互相取暖依靠

熬过了最低潮 一起生活 也一起埋怨过

走过最好与最糟 我在心里想的不用说明

你知道晨昏日夜颠倒

这房子突然没从前热闹

散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫 感情很微妙

再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰

我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好

你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要 ...