sometimes it seems the harder u try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. u feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. for having wanted to be wanted. it confuses u, cus u think that your feeling...s were wrong, and it makes u feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when u let it out and it doesnt come back. u’re left so alone that u cant explain

kope from cheow jun.
hahaha i see her husband pics.. the cat super cute!! got the puss in boots pattern.
haha.. anyway wats up ah! everyone getting married sooOOoOoooo YOUNG. damn it.
i also wan la!
who wan me!?

sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you will find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time. at times you can absolutely love a person, while all the while wanting to hate them. life comes without g...uarantees. except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life

god.. extraction on friday!! the dentist who did the filling for me gone liao! faint. 2 weeks nia lor..
now new one.. dunno good anot :(((

wah damn tired. today celebrate hari raya! hahaha kope pics and upload agian.. hehehehehee.. this time i shouldnt have much. not the main star. nevertheless tiirrreed...
appraisal soon. SCARY.

mr veloo tmr morningg. scaryy.

and sometimes .. i love my volunteers.
some of them i absolutely hate.
jenny shared with me 1 hour plus.. sit at the coffeeshop talk...
now i know why old people can always talk talk talk.. hahhaa they have sooooo many stories. lived for such a long time..
its amazing.. some of their stories.
but also quite sad..
hais.

:X
see. i kapo again. cannot help ownself, then wan help people.
damn it, if social work i didnt have to study those stuff or gotten such a lousy grade.. i might have been a social worker liao.
argh. i jus like to help/kapo.. whatever u all call it.
satisfaction, to jus able to be there to listen, to share their pain/happiness, to make someone understanding/learn something..

next monday 8am, and boss wanted to 'long cham pass' with me.. see who kenna 8am. hahaa but he so ke lian, from bukit batok come down.. so i decided to be nice.
cuz ah kok can morning call me! :))))))