exactly.

u called yest.. actually i was slping. but no worries..
good to talk to u...

when i recovered, and u have the time..
maybe i can go watch ur match, go play badminton, have steamboat, go learn baseball from you, go have supper with you, go and behave like somehow i still fit in ur life..
haha i know its ur polite way of sayingg 'no'...
u always say wait till i ok.. wait till i this.. next time..

its funnie how when i'm not with u.. ure always home early..
when i'm with you somehow u love to be outside..
u say i dun like to do the things u like to do..
slp, watch tv, read ur comics, what else? play soccer..

i like to do all these things..
but u jus hate me right.
u didnt even gave us a chance to spend time to do all these things.. haha..
deep down inside ur heart, i think u hate me.
as long as i wan to do anything with u.. u jus dun wan to do.

i like talking to u.. but
i know u wanted to make me jealous yest.
yes i was.
but i no longer have the right to say anyting.
and even if i did.. does it make any difference?
will u even care?
wats the purpose of u saying it in the first place?
i know. i know ure very happy now.
i know i ruined ur life.

is it something wrong with me?
is it i dunno how to be a gf?

u finally got rid of me.
ur most hated person not with u liao..
i never act emo.. i really feelin sad, i really hurt.
spend the whole freaking weekend crying for somebody who hates me.
well done.



today we broke up
you told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy
you're jus like all the other guys
what happened to when you told me you loved me?
honestly, i dont wan you to be happy
what am i going to do when if you really forget about me?
i'm in so much pain, much more pain than i can bear,
because i'm still in love with you