i screwed up.. big time.
dunno what i can do to make things ok..

how can everything be going well n now.. its like crashing down again
and this time its my fault..

are u gonna contact me..
hais..

god.. why is it so difficult..

i dun even feel like going home..
i start to think..
then i cry..
i wish u tell me things gonna be ok..

at least the past 2 weeks i saw positive stuff..
is it all gone now?
i feel our thing is so fragile now..
and i know.. the more i keep contacting u.. the more i'll irritate u..
so i mus ren..

i tried very hard to not let u see/hear me cry for the past one month...
i hope u contact me.. to let me know things are alright..