i'm a slut..

ive been trying to convince myself i'm not.
ive been trying to think positive about the whole thing.
ive been trying to take it slow.
ive been trying to give u at least some level of trust, for whatever reason i duno.

ive been trying to erase all the negative stuff.
jus like u said.
jus like u said.

i wish u tell me what u are doing.
god damn honest truth.