very long never ktv liao i realise.


its really easier to be the selfish one.
u dun feel anything for others..
u dun get hurt.
u only get to hurt people.
u do things the way u want.
there will always be someone willing to compromise..

but the worse thing is.. i cant even be selfish.
i cant do it.
sure i get angry and all..
but jus let it out and things go back to normal...

somehow i dun belong to this world..

hmmm anyway.. ddamn damn damn. spending alot of money on dentist.
went for massage today... to pamper myself.. and manicure..
now i need to start saving le..
i dun wan to wear dentures at such a youngg age!
but where am i gonna get the money?

i'm all alone in this war..
are u in or out?

i miss the days when we were poor, miserable .. because i was happy then.
now i'm carrying the braun buffel bag u gave me, lv wallet u gave me..
but somehow i'm not happy at all... we're not happy ..
can i return these things? because i would rather have my happiness back..
they dont mean a thing to me.. if theres no u..

going 大家唱 at night.. :)

i suddenly feel like drinking again..